100% pure Faith

作者把保羅的經歷寫成了一首詩歌 :

【我未曾謙卑】

以往我未曾謙卑，主！我一向自以為義，
直到你向我顯現，主！我才俯伏在地；
我雖然常逼迫你，主！你大恩卻將我尋回。
你奇妙愛折服我心，主！我願終生屬於你。

以往我心眼失明，主！我摸索在黑暗中，
直到你賜我信心，主！我才歸向光明；
我雖在撒但權下，主！你大能卻調我腳步。
你大權能改變 我心，主！我願終生歸向你。

以往我硬著頸項，主！我喜愛偏行己路，
直到你自天呼召，主！我才順你旨意；
我雖常抗拒聖靈，主！你大愛卻溶化我心。
你道路高過我道路，主！你今差我我必去。

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Though the melody of this song is quite traditional,
the lyrics of it is so beautiful and 精境.

I feel like the same when I sing.
God is so kind though I used not to be submissive and like to follow on my own will.
Until the moment I have used up all I have, I asked for His help.
When I returned to him, HE didnt blame me on what I did in the past,
even didnt care why I come back that late. Instead, HE show me his great love and patience.
"I was here and I am always waiting for you." Thats what he told me.

When I right back to him, I am surrounded by God's love...
He heals the deepest wound in my heart.
Strengthens me from the weakest.
Fills my broken heart with the great love.
leads me back to the right track.
Give me the 100% pure "faith" I have ever,

This is the greatest love ever.

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給自己的提醒：
曾經經歷到100%的無力，以致對神投以100%的信心，得出最美麗的路。
不要忘記這一切。人總是自視，容易忘卻神的恩典。
在力量回來的日子裡，仍要保持100%的信心。
"主！你今差我我必去。"

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文字在眼中溜走

一年

原來差不多一年! 傷了, 歇了.
回頭望，原來已走得很遠. 恩典也實在太多了 :)

mindfulness

So tired today.
Kept going exihibition: TST -> Festival Walk
Though only 2 places, already a lot to see.

my tears almost dropped when i watch the videos about wu guanzhong.
I was being moved by his passion.
also, his passion scard me.
He just love art,
love to draw and paint.simply love.

And,
I feel lost to myself.What's in me? ...

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After the exhibitions in TST, I stood at the "coast" for sometimes.
I feel sad.

I thought of Mr. Wu. I like him and where's he now?
He left..
I try to observe how I feel at that moment:
"原來只是如此."
I used to wish we could be here for some day.
I thought its a beautiful picture.
"And now I am here, but I dont have any joy from standing there..
原來只是如此."

自己都一直誤會了，以為會是快樂，以為是自己渴望，
但原來是一個誤會，誤會了自己。
After stood there for sometimes, I moved to the next station : KLN tong.
At the time I left, I feel ease.

世界之大，不止如此．

感謝天父 :)

感謝天父 :)

我感到幸福快樂

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back home from Shanghai last night.
拖著行李在家樓下走過，
看見廳還有燈火，就知爸爸在等我。

門開了，他的笑容告訴我：他好想我。 :)

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嘻，我要做班主任！
真快樂，因為走在主裡。

我將頌讚給祢!

【我將頌讚給祢】

讓我以手以口發出，頌讚聲，傳揚祢永活名字。
來高舉祂恩手所造，心中哼讚歌。

讓我細思細想祢不絕救恩，尋求祢話語微妙。
神竟將祂恩典湧流，誰像祢給我寶貴。

神啊！我將心裡頌讚留給我最愛的祢。
來看祢的愛勝一切，晝夜綿綿未變改。

神啊！我將一切奉上，全因祢徹底的愛。
投進，祢豐富的一切，頌讚歸於永恒的祢。

夢

由於本人責任心太強, 加上內在的緊張因子,
未開學, 已先後夢見戴校長、劉sir、leung sir、學生,etc.

可否給my brain a break ;)


my morning kungfu tea with papa n mama :)
happy

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心律不正,
有頭暈目眩之感.

夢

當時看不見, 不明白.

現在看到了:)

"我要做老師!"

我的夢, 原是與祢緊扣.

Love you, Jesus

靜默

出埃及14:14

耶和華必為你們爭戰
你們只管靜默
不要作聲

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我是個毒瘤