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深深吸一口氣,
把體內的吶悶呼出

伸一個大大的懶腰
要開始做功課了....
-_-

苦苦的．甜甜的

喝一口苦澀的茶,
發現..生活的甜味

take care!

Have a thought to call u as someone commented on yr status,
that causes me to know how u have been.
knowing that u're in hospital...

while i was still struggling if i CAN make the call, I saw yr photos n saw yr happy face :)
so, i guess u are fine.
still looks like a Big kid.

well... take care!
Wish you have a wonderful 2010.
A great start.

(I thought its already a great start as we smartly stopped the awful decision :P )

在生活中聆聽神

在你同在裡 俯伏敬拜
享受在你榮耀聖潔中
在此時此刻 敞開我心
要來聆聽你聲音

神你的話語 是完全正直
光照我腳前的路
主你的話語 塑造我的生命
我向你獻上感恩

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在生活中聆聽神 　

神是世界歷史和個人歷史的主，祂帶著創造和救贖的恩典，參與、聖化我們的生活。屬靈生活並非是遠離現實生活來尋求神，而是在生活中看見祂的同在，與祂同 行。日常生活因此是我們聆聽神的重要場景。由於我們以為神只在奇特、偉大、震撼性的時刻才出現，所以愈平凡的生活，也就愈容易叫我們輕忽神的聲音。

聆聽聖經，是在生活中聆聽神的基礎。當我們翻開聖經閱讀時，我們須要學習把眼睛轉化成耳朵，在聖靈的幫助下，經歷從閱讀文字，進入聽主微聲。讀經便是我們 的欣然赴約，神已在那裏等待，只是我們常未覺察到祂的出現。因此獨處和靜默的操練幫助調整我們的心耳，是聆聽神不可或缺的準備工夫。默想操練則有助我們愈 來愈清晰地聽見祂的聲音。緊記在整個聆聽的過程中，我們需要謙卑領受聆聽的恩典，接受聖靈的引導，而不是依靠任何方法或步驟。我們愈懂得怎樣在聖經中聆聽 和熟悉神的聲音，也愈能在生活中覺察神的同在和聽見祂的聲音。

生活中的聆聽，同樣會豐富我們聆聽聖經的歷程。若聖經中的聆聽，沒有與生活中的聆聽結合，我們仍活在分割和抽離的信仰之中。我 們尤須學習聆聽生活中的苦痛經驗。魯益師（C.S. Lewis）認為苦痛是神用來喚醒這失聰世代的擴音筒：「神在我們的歡愉中細語，在我們的良心中說話，但透過我們的苦痛來呼喊」。祂並不樂見我們受苦痛煎 熬，在破碎中呻吟。但很多時候，神千萬次微聲呼喚，我們均置若罔聞，神不得不透過苦痛來對我們的生命說話，使我們醒悟過來，願意悔改，學習更深的生命成長 功課。

讓我們一起來禱告：「神啊，請說。僕人敬聽。」（撒上三9）
更須在意聖靈的提醒：「你們今日若聽他的聲音，就不可硬著心。」（來三7、8、15）

摘自http://blog.xuite.net/xmas2305/blog/28569974

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與友人對話，一個提醒，
生活與信仰其實就不可分割．
信仰不是一種寄託，也不是怎樣的思想，
信仰本來就是生命．

要在生活中聆聽神是不容易的事，
因為生活中太多其他的聲音，
甚至太多自己的聲音．

現在學習安靜，謙卑．
讓天父教導，引領．

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天父：您是否願意相信，每時每刻都在我手裡?

:)

安靜的問候

不知你身體如何,
曾想過要去問候一下,
不過, 又不太好, 起碼對我自己.

我就把給你的關心和祝福放在心中,
也放在這裡.

安安靜靜的問候

＊

許多的事情仍在學習中
從不同的經歷，體驗，接觸... 讓我更認識自己

＊

今日會開始新的記憶班，
小男孩６年級，有點學習障礙，
專注力有點弱，而且記不好，
成績不好，自信亦不高，
如果單是利用舊有的讀書方法，
似乎前面的路比較難走，
希望我教他的讀書方法對他有幫助啦　：）

今次亦是培養我耐性的時候

小朋友，一起努力!

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zzz了三小時，起來再工作, 現在時間是7:30 a.m.
終於寫完了!
3000 字其實都不算多, 不過哲學我真係麻麻地, anyway, tired enough!
証明我 time management 不好, 以為可以昨晚完工 -_-


完成一刻, 陪著我的是殘樣和詩歌:

【耶和華坐著為王】

耶和華坐著為王，洪水氾濫的時候；
耶和華坐著為王，直到永遠。
耶和華坐著為王，狂風巨浪的時候，
耶和華坐著為王，直到永遠。

耶和華超乎萬民之上，你的榮耀高過諸天。
我讚美你，主耶和華，唯有你，你的名被尊崇。
耶和華超乎萬民之上，你的榮耀高過諸天。
我讚美你，主耶和華，你的榮耀充滿在天地之上。
耶和華必賜力量，耶和華必賜平安；
我從深處求告你，你聆聽。
耶和華必賜力量，耶和華必賜平安；
因你豐盛的救恩我仰望你。

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天父, 我要仰望你

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Buffet tonight :)
大家都好錫我，就是想我的快樂快回來

hm, 7788... i guess.
hm.... not sure if thats still the samel when i m not busy with works.

God will help anyway.

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Best represent a moment I had before.
heart was broken into numerous pieces.
Feel sad n tired, but I still have to pick them up bit by bit..Forgot to mark the date I drew this pic..
anyway, the tough time has been passed!

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hee,
天父, 我愛你
:)

Assignment Day

Assignment Day

Add oil
*O*

請教我順服，你的旨意

天父讓我知道，
他會預備.
Stay tuned

1. :)
2. :)
3. :)
4. :)
5. :)
6. :)
7. :)
8. :)
   

孩子：
我的天父，可否讓我好好地談戀愛？
不再流淚，不再傷痛，不再聚合又要分開？
我的天父，我只想要安穩地找個人來愛，
請讓我知道，那個人在不在？

天父：
我的孩子，難道您忘記了我就是愛？
學懂愛我，學懂愛您自己，您就懂好好戀愛。
我的孩子，何不嘗試安靜的慢慢去等待。
您就會知道，那個人在不在。

天父：您是否願意相信，每時每刻都在我手裡，
孩子：願意相信，
合：沒有事情是太早或是太遲。
天父：願意相信，
孩子：愛我的主，我願意相信，萬事萬物都在你的手裡 ，
天父：我教您順服，我的旨意。
孩子：請教我順服，你的旨意。

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找到了我們的句號。

:)

Jesus, Happy Birthday!

＊

Watched Sherlock Holmes today,
Love it!
And theres Jude Law!
Couldn't recognized n realized thats him before!
Jude Law.... really so charm.... :)

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Let me see if I still remember the new friends I made today:
鍵龍, Mona, Jem(?), Mandy, Ms Yeung, L(?), Richard, yeung yeung,
hm... thats all i can remember :P

Silent Night :)

sing for lord :)
which is what I always wish to.
Could really do this after the 4 years

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Merry Christmas
!

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Silent night, holy night
All is calm, all is bright
Round yon Virgin Mother and Child
Holy Infant so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace
Sleep in heavenly peace

Silent night, holy night!
Shepherds quake at the sight
Glories stream from heaven afar
Heavenly hosts sing Alleluia!
Christ, the Saviour is born
Christ, the Saviour is born

Silent night, holy night
Son of God, love's pure light
Radiant beams from Thy holy face
With the dawn of redeeming grace
Jesus, Lord, at Thy birth
Jesus, Lord, at Thy birth "

loop of mess

是一種什麼的狀態.
混亂感來訪. 沉澱了的又再晃起.
一切又"彷彿"回到最初.

是什麼感覺,
在明白中出現惱怒, 一切整理好的又都散開.
然後爭論間又見明白...
好多好多, 是什麼的感覺

是什麼的關係.
說要去關心, 卻又再叫人痛心.
昨晚再一次離開了, 找找找找....有找不著的感覺.
陪伴我的是眼淚..
開始覺得過份放任自己的情感,
是時候收起多餘的淚.
太累了. 也又太過份了.

既然如此, 是什麼關係,
又再有什麼關係?

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Both of them said I m dealing good with my stuff.
I could managed n handled well, leading by the rational thought.
I feel that b4 as well. Was feeling good to see the progress,
could really sense myself were moving on!
well.... everything has a sharp brake all in a sudden.
Mess everything up again in my mind.
That was exactly what Ms Ho told me.
observed n experienced, tired enough

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well.... too much though, n too mess.
enough enough
easy easy

今天是十二月二十日

今天是十二月二十日
天氣好冷

feel lonely

喜事

兩位親愛的老師,
收到我的小禮物.
看到朱太的表情, 她似乎都心疼我, 像是有點嘆息,
說不出那是什麼表情.

今天ms lau 留言說,

收到了我放在案頭的的小禮物, 謝謝我, 她說看後有些感觸.
是感觸, 我知道如何形容朱太的表情了,
是的, 是感觸.

感觸.... 今早，我都有!

朋友的婚宴, 去過了, 都不會叫我感觸, 反是祝福的感覺
不過今早, 就真的有一對新人, 我不認識的, 卻是叫我感觸.

今早回家途中,
看到一群人, 西裝骨骨, 好開心的感覺.
停在側的是花車.
車頭前有個簡潔的花球.

突然有仲sttrange feeling,
like the ghost 男主角死後的靈魂,
standing aside, witnessing sthg. that is familiar.
I seems witnessed sthg. supposed to be happened in that area.
supposed, the car will be parked there, for me.
supposed he is carrying the bouquet like the guy, for me.

我一路經過他們, 都沒多望了.
巧合地, 他們都與我同路, 來到我住的地方接新娘.
嗯, 多奇怪的感覺, 是真正的感觸.

有些時候, 不遲不早就是讓你遇到.

與愛同在 Meeting Life

友人早前借我一本哲學書，
與愛同在　Meeting Life

我經歷的是生離；
他經歷的是死別，

他告訴我書幫助他很多，
所以也讓我看，

我看了一點，
好深呀，
讀了想睡覺
-_-

:)

Its freezing cold today!
when I back to home, I saw an old man n his wife (i guess) who was in armchair.
I smile
:)

happy for them. is that what we call 執子之手, 與子皆老.

when i met 3 kinds of ppl, I smile from the bottom of my heart
1. couple who just got marry
2. old couples
3. couple with their little kid(s)

feel their love :)
hope that I could experienced all them too!

思念?

如何處理"思念"

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今夜digibeauties好齊人,
吃了個開心飯,
meg 終於annocunce 結婚啦!
congratulation :)
佢好silly -_-
announce前專登問我仲有無野,
專登associate 落我度, 係咪仲奇怪呢 ?? haha
but anyway, 都唔關事, just feel she is funny n silly to ask so :P

夜裡回到家中,
突然想起你曾給我的sms,
"...yeah, in the next year you will be my real wife..."
kind of, 想到這裡, 思念都劃破, haha
有時都好難associate 當日與今天.

不過, 這都是過去.
不用惋惜或什麼,
這些都是回憶, 回憶要走回來, 就回來囉 :)

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I have some drawings for my tough times.
Have special feel when I look at them.
I love the drawings :)

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原本預備了的小禮物, mom 都催促我快執好.
讓我想一想放好這些心血結晶.
單從欣賞角度, 仍好pround of it, hahha
nice design , nice concept :)

收好前, 我選了一些, 特別送給我好好好的朋友, 老師..
這麼美好的design, 總要audiences 才顯得完全, haha..
我亦覺得,
雖然這coin 失去最原來的意義, 但仍十分值得紀念,
紀念住好些人 這段時間給我的愛, support, care....
so it is still full of meaning to me!

I could sense the positive energy in my blood.
Why!
Good though
:)

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是否相信有些人夾不來就是夾不來,
你說的每句話是進不入耳就是進不入.

所以,
不論你多努力,
他對你的態度仍舊不變.

tears drop

Tears are still dropping today!


"I thought its raining as everywhere is wet."
Drew this for my tough times

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Let them out as they wish to.
Let them go.

New drawings

Just finished another set of illustrations
love the exercise one the most. Like we 3 brothers n sister :)

先苦後甜

中一時聽過老師勉勵各同學 "先苦後甜".
對我影響深遠
所以每逢佳節假期定必努力溫書做功課

:)

先苦後甜, 又來了!

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胡桃鉗子先生, 有人好喜歡你呢 !

３個夢

好喜歡"以感恩為祭" 這詩歌,
之前選了這歌作特別的日子用.

現在, 仍好喜歡好喜歡這歌.
人生的每一步, 我都看見天父祢的恩典.
任何境況我都想唱出這歌, 好想去感謝祢的恩典.

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【以感恩為祭 】
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOFZIxplroI

主，為祢的恩典，我要滿心感謝，
由泥內生機到變幻天氣，讓這世界各樣完備。

主，為祢的恩手，我要滿心感謝，
由扶助拯救到試煉阻攔，導我按祢正路前行。
我出生前祢已深知我，到了今天亦有幫助，
為我備救恩召我出黑暗，做祢聖潔國度人民。

主，為祢的恩言，我要滿心感謝，
由提示安慰到責備管教，內裡有祢愛念呈現。

主，為祢的恩情，我要滿心感謝，
也要常思想晝夜數算，藉愛見證祢大能。
祢的安排往往多新意，祢有豐賞亦會收取，
微細調配中讓我得益處，現我再看天恩處處。

神呀！祢恩典太美妙神奇，配得萬眾稱善，
我要以感恩為祭獻給祢，並永記念祢作為。

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天父, 祢是我的安慰, 倚靠與供應
祢, 讓我看到生命的剛強, 喜樂.
:)

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現在有１，２，３，
３個夢　：）

我希望這３個夢能有主的同在下，
在主裡成就．

Silent you

如我所料,
聽不見你的聲音


某些層面, 我們都彼此了解.

Walk by faith

尋日找了許姐，
原意是想談一下信仰．
不過一個星期心裡的變化有許多．
之前未想開的都似乎都已明白，
所以原本要問的都ｏｋ　了，

再去，
都是自己再說一遍，整理一下，
Feeling good.

hm, 其實好多事情, 別人說多少, 說什麼都好,
最後都係靠自己點去諗.
當然,
我還有上帝

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有起來，自己再走的感覺

：）

with faith

往前走

Tired,
Long msg from my bottom heart.

化

昏睡左一日
fever gone.

在公園行了一會,
好快又坐下
仍是感到好累呢!

＊

見到ｍｓｇ，仍然being moved
不過，for awhile.
個人好似化化地..

都係一件不錯的事

＊

God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.
1 john 4:16

terrible 的珍珠奶茶

結果還是與聽說無緣
一杯terrible 的珍珠奶茶

-_-

一夜之間令我or 左 10+ times
嘔到呢.....
又fever
一個人身體點解可以咁差!
terrible terrible.

咁辛苦.. 仲攪到我睇唔到聽說!

now 勁驚珍珠奶茶lor...

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花開 ．花落


再花開

＊

bought some fabrics today :)
Its always the simplest way to be happy, for me

have so much ideas in my mind again!
Want to make make make......

＊

Really so many ppl getting marry in these few years, whats happening?!
Its great anyway.
I got 4 wedding parties to attend til Feb

sweet x 4
Congratulations x4
:):):):)

Tonight Me

做了一件好快樂的事!

今天想了一下, 決定這樣做,

或許別人會覺得我不正常,

不過.. 我真的感到現在這樣最好.

人生短促呀, 好想自己快樂, 別人也快樂.

所以, 如果可以的話, 就以最簡單的方式相處吧.

stuggled before, 是的..感受會有許多,
但, 重要嗎?

簡簡單單, 快快樂樂, 不要, 也不需要去計較什麼了.

好喜歡今天的自己 :)

好像"打通任督二脈", settled bit by bit.

過了last night.. this morning...

feeling refreshed.

:)

我都覺得自己可以這樣實在有點奇怪.

真的這麼豁達?

:) 似乎真係!

ya.. really weird! But wonderful!

May be thats the influence from God and my dear father :)

With love in my blood. ha.

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Finished block Practice

I love teaching, love the students

:)

Holiday started.

Recent Me

struggled

!

crying night

:.......................................(

reached

you reached my heart

good girl

ah......................
people keep repeating one thing to me,
"You are a good girl"
They asked me not to worry on my future L.
They have confident that I have choices -_-
really?
I doubt!
hhaaa, am I that good sin?!

Let it be!

Teachers' Development Day

Lucky to have chance to joint the Teachers' Development Day.
UCC visited UCCKE this year.


Wonderful
．
Met lots of teacers who taught me when I was in Sec. Sch!
talk.. hug... full of cheers
．
Not sure if that may come true like what Mr.Lau n Mrs.Ho told me when I graduated
Anyway, I m already more than happy when heard them to say so
:)

Can see that ppl love me a lot.
So... Enjoy my life though I lost someone's love.

keep on

next week

8/12 End of the Block Practice
Time flies! So fast to come to the end of BP.
Teachers treat me so great. I could totally feel their support and warm caring.
UCC is so different :)

10/12 聽說 |Hear Me|
Finally found someone to watch this with me.
I could totally understand why ppl got no interest at all.
If theres no Pany Yu On, I think I will definitely not having any interest neither.]
hoohoo, long for :)

10/12 or 14/12 night Buffet Buffet Buffet!
Freeeeeeeeeeee Buffet by Lolo.
People love me so. Try hard to make me happy.
What a blessing

11/12 Ms. Hui
Made an appointment with Ms. Hui today :D
Will visit her and talk with her on my recent lives.
hm... religious is my main focus, then may come to "my view"
ppl worry that I may have "shadow" after that and suggested me to talk to Ms. Hui.
hm... alright, will try to. See what I got after the visit.
I want to know more abt the current me too.. will see :)

現況

最難過的日子總算暫時過去
　
難過的日子真的好熬人，
不能入睡，睡了又會發惡夢，
精神故然差，生活忙著，但工作效率極低，
有時又好茫然，思想又混亂...

朋友送上的關心問侯，
我都沒什回覆，
因為那段時間，連回覆的氣力都沒有．
經歷過，現在就知道，什麼是身心都沒氣力

日子是熬人，
卻叫人成長．

比較一下現在n之前生活，　
似乎進展都不錯，
能進睡，
沒惡夢
身心的氣力都回來了
心情大部分時間都開朗
：）

Keep on

＊

想找一下許姐
談信仰，談生活

:D

:D

| Hear Me |

容我寧靜

【容我寧靜】
詩集：西伯作品 1，3

晨曦之中，我尋求神話語，每分一刻感激主多愛寵。
日光之中人流離在多變世俗裡，啊聖靈，求你引導我禱！

容我寧靜，聽候在你的跟前，
一心一意，願尋求你的旨意。
藏你懷內，看萬事變得空虛光輝不再，
願我此刻知你是神，願我得享安息，在你手裡。

＊

God is the one who calm , comfort and heal.
He leads me to peace like what I am experiencing right now
:)

sadness

millions words, feel and thoughts.
Let me choose the good one to show you..

cos I dont want to hurt or upset anyone like...

It was a dilemma before..
finally, I chose this way...

＊

Tears keep dropping by time to time as theres a wound.
But,
Its happening less now.
And the "number of tears" is reducing..

every tears is seems holding a sadness.
Tears leave my eyes together with the sadness,
so.. less sadness is remained in my mind.

＊

Recently took an value education course for teaching student.
Once talked abt "sex, love and marriage".
That greatly inspired me!
And it helps me to clarify sthg confused me before,
good to know,

What Love is.


＊

I think I am a "Happy person" in lots of ppl's eyes.
hm... basically, I m, but also a person with sadness,
which will only be shown in some ways,
not easy to be realized, maybe.
I want to to have someone to listen when I feel sad,
just somehow,
I dont have that person. I dont know how to tell ppl I m sad.
But recently I got one...

＊

A song my fd share with me:
Love Fool,
simple lyrics, nice melody,
it lingers in my mind all the time,
I want to ask someone to love me like the song did,
Love me Love me Say that you love me

But, who can I say this to?
:)

Wait!

聽說 | Hear me

I dont watch Taiwan Movie much.

The one that impressed me a lot is 我在x 丁天氣晴 .

Someone asked me to watch long time ago.

I like the male artist :)

"Pang Yu On" (?)

And now another movie of Pang is released, wanna go n watch.
ha, like a little girl n want to watch her favourite star.

Love.. 2

"愛情是..

Vulnerable,
but after all,
it's worth taking"

fades

feeling fades

Catch it if you can

．
．
．
Love me Love me,
say that you love me
Fool me fool me,
go on and fool me
．
．


Somoone asked me why God let all these happen,
I dont know to answer.
I knew, thats not like what he thought,
I knew it.

I have lots of question n confused in some way too.
but I knew, HE loves me.

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Numerous thoughts!
But no time leave to myself at all!

Hope I can still what I m thinking when I have time
n so I can drop them down :)

recent days

實習 x 疲累 x 快樂

:)

sorry, mom..

原來深深傷了媽媽的心

feel hurt when i hear mom told me she was sad...
just she didnt tell cos she know i was hurt.

:..(

夢!

好像發了場夢！

過渡

今日有點心痛感，
我大概知道為何這種感覺又再出現，
大概是　"說多了"
知道下次要適可而止！

感覺當然不好，
不過知道是會過去的，
我相信這些感覺一定會出現，
就好好的過渡吧.

"My Interpretation"

"My Interpretation"

You talk about life, you talk about death,
And everything in between,
Like it's nothing, and the words are easy.
You talk about me, and you talk about you,
And everything I do,
Like it's something, that needs repeating.
I don't need an alibi or for you to realize,
The things we left unsaid,
Are only taking space up in our heads.
Make it my fault, win the game
Point the finger, place the blame
It does me up and down,
It doesn't matter now.

[chorus:]
'Cause I don't care if I ever talk to you again.
This is not about emotion,
I don't need a reason not to care what you say,
Or what happened in the end.
This is my interpretation,
And it don't, don't make sense.

The first two weeks turn into ten,
I hold my breath and wonder when it'll happen,
Does it really matter?
If half of what you said is true,
And half of what I didn't do could be different,
Would it make it better?
If we forget the things we know.
Would we have somewhere to go?
The only way is down, I can see that now.

[chorus]

It's really not such a sacrifice

[chorus]

And it don't have to make no sense to you at all,
'Cause this is my interpretation, yeah, yeah, yeah.

my dad's little girl

Feel so warm to have a walk with dad this morning.
he kissed my hand n said I m his little girl.
I m still a little kid in his eyes :)

I love my family.
My dad is the role model in my mind, though he has strange thought sometimes.

Nthg. could be used to describe ...
but really thankful to have "this Dad" in my life.

Love this photo a lot, I love the way I lay on my dad ;)

1st bin lo in this winter

so full, hoooohooo
Ta Bin Lo with 2 brothers and 2 so so :)

＊

Have talked to Kelly a lot this afternoon.
Nice place, nice tea, nice chat.
Just feel relax in such a place and talk whatever we want.
Will we finally start the project?
I guess 99.9% not, haha..

＊

hm....i think i m suck with expressing my words.
So regret to attempt telling my feel.
actually i dont care how the others think towards my stuff all the time.
As i always believe ppl will understand if they are "capable to understand".
But this time, I chose to tell my feeling "intentionally" though i dont wish to.
I tried to tell just becos i want my dear friend may understand this time.
I care so I tell.

hm..... seems doesnt work well.
sigh... actually, not the first time to have such feeling -_-

都係個句，"明白" is a difficult task,
不用太執著,
let go let go

＊

Want to care n so send the msg today.
Good to know you are alright in overall.
pleased for you, truly :)

Take care!

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呀...到底"問"是為了什麼,
可否讓我自己去處理一下, 而且不去回答任何問題.
又可否可讓我輕鬆的心持續, 思考自己的事, 而不是忙於思考怎樣去回答你們.

"明白"是a difficult task -_-

＊

今日忙了一整天仍沒法埋牙工作, 討厭!
last night 發惡夢 /記於muji book/

"When You Say Nothing At All"

ha, how great it is if everyone understood n say nthg. at all

Heard this song few days ago from TV.
Nice one.

＊

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near (oh, hold me near)
You drown out the crowd (drown out crowd)
Try as they may, they can never defy
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face let me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

Oh, the smile on your face let's I know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

You say it best, when you say nothing at all
．
．
．

Block Pratice

Time flies!
tmr will be the last day of the semester one!

And the BP will be started next week.
still not so solid with it :P

Hope that dec may come fast! Longing for the ta bin lo :P

hooohoooo

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Did one silly thing few days ago -_-
I used not to show the status in facebook.
People wont know that even though i used " In a relationship before"
When I was really mo liu one day, I change d the status to single.
I thought facebook wont announce as I didnt show out...
But.... it helps me to annouce ! silly me -_-

Then..... i got ppl asking me questions again, which i dont want to
as i m tired n lazy to talk abt it again n again -_-

really silly!
And I found my memory is even weaker than before.
sigh...........
have to drop down what I want to leave in my brian :P

＊

Wonderful sweating day today.
badmin + running

:)

愛, 不愛

曾經深愛, 但現在都不愛了

不過有時回看, 都會覺得4年多的感情如此結束, 十分可惜.
又覺得好多好多的事情, 作為人實在很難去掌握.

這刻間這樣, 下一刻也許就好不同.
雖然我們的故事這樣發生,
"像是"可惜,
不過都不緊要,

最重要, 最worthwhile 的是..
我們看到了什麼, 學會了什麼, 明白了什麼, 得到了什麼..

雖然我覺得我倆之間沒有什麼"good chat"(至少這刻),
但我仍想把祝福給你.

也想, 多謝你曾經的"深愛".

祝願!

nice sleep :)

I have spoken to someone these days about my feeling,
the strange thought in my mind..
Sounds weird!

I dont know how "someone" feel towards my sharing,
but I feel so great after that.

I havent had a nice sleep like the one I had last night for a long time :)

again n again,
"Let it be"

＊

Feel regret that I have bought the green "bo won wu" from Francfranc!
I should have bought the pink one!


＊

Dad said he wants to drop his tears when he see my happy face,
how cute he is :)
i love you, Dad!

Let it be

Today's words :
Love is withdrawn

＊

I got strange feeling recently.
Someone told me to "let it be"
and try to believe in my feeling rather than rational.

hm... though not yet sure if thats really the truth,
I will try anyway,
Let it be :)

and at the same time,
listen to God.

words from dad

我有個好好的爸爸.

他說我是個好孩子,
叫我放鬆一點,
將來的家就會很美

:)

Last task : dad

finally finished the last task which is to tell my dad.

DONE n relax

Love..

Love is spontaneous

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情感上確有不捨,
但理性上更知道, 這是需要的.

journey

There are ways to go as long as you wish to explore.

Here comes to a checkpoint on my journey.


The bolts of your gates will be iron and bronze,
and your strength will equal your days.
.....你的日子如何、你的力量也必如何。
申 命 記 Deuteronomy 33:25

My collection

Left: Influenced by my classmate, I finally bought a 保溫wu regarding for my health, haha
Right: The label of tea, which is from Charles Brown. i love the strong man!

我心緊緊跟隨祢【詩歌】

一首好能代表我最近所經歷的詩歌 :)

心緊緊跟隨祢【詩歌】

每當我軟弱疲乏，對未來充滿懼怕
你對我慈聲呼喚，來到你寶座前

你是如此溫柔，深知我心裡感受
你賜下話語，你光照顯明
你煉淨我生命

主耶穌，我心緊緊跟隨你
你同在使我得安息
主耶穌，我心緊緊跟隨你
等候你我重新得力 (2X)

Song from客旅寄居的世界

＊

主，深知我心裡感受
然後，主賜下話語，
煉淨生命
使我重新得力

Nice dream :)

Will back to UCC tmr for block practice meeting.
Nice dream :)

重新．得力

今晚晚飯時間好多笑話！
笑一到大家都停唔到
一人一句，好攪笑：Ｄ

我最喜愛ｇｅｉ係媽媽的 ...
"新聞話有人玩扮豬叫死左！！！"
事實係
"有人玩笨豬跳死左" -_-

好, 我要重新ah!
好多時自己都係唔開心, 就會上blog 呻,
let me bring back all the positive energy to here!

重新．得力!

My heartfelt pajamas to my dear :)

生命的課題

今夜靈修, 主給我這一篇..

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課題: 向裡面察看
「人應當自己省察……」（28節）

閱讀及默想經文：林前十一27-34
. . .

建議祈禱內容
天父，我現在明白為甚麼我往往一再地經歷同樣的難題，
就是我沒有去探究最初它為甚麼會發生。
求你今天幫助我察看為甚麼我那麼受束縳。奉耶穌的名祈求，阿們。

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突然有種被掏空的感覺.
人的生命不好, 要去成長, 要去學習,

現在, 好像是一個時間, 要我去面對自己的問題,
就如今天的課題: 向裡面察看. 不是恰巧看到, 是主的工作.

要先放下自己的不好,
不好的被掏空, 才有好的生命.

Be still, God is here with me

1 Corinthians

10:13

There hath no temptation taken you but such as man can bear: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation make also the way of escape, that ye may be able to endure it.


你們所遇見的試探、無非是人所能受的、　神是信實的、必不叫你們受試探過於所能受的．在受試探的時候、總要給你們開一條出路、叫你們能忍受得住。

原來今天好快樂

今日課後問史提反一些思考問題.
他第一句就問我現在生活得快樂嗎.
相信平日的我會好快答到："開心!"　但我今天有猶豫，並答了一句沒有靈魂凡的："ｏｋ啦."
當下自己聽到自己的答案，心裡才真正留意到這陣子不大快樂．
其實我自己是知道的，只是沒有處理.

今天感覺已比過去幾天良好,
原因有幾:
1) 我總算從史提反的話中,明白一點點, 雖然對著他時, 自覺好愚笨,
但感覺十分良好 :) 反正他似乎是一個極具思考力的人,
而自問不是極具思考的人(但我絕不否定自己的思考力!), 大家世界不同,
在他眼中看我愚笨是正常不過 :D
其實以我現在的記憶力, 都不知自己已忘了多少他的話.
但至少現在仍記得良好的感覺, 不錯不錯!

2) 5時許收到SimonZ 的來電, 心裡好高興, 發現自己的stupid sixth sense 好白chi.

3) 朱太來電問japan trip! 自己都已放棄的事, 她卻記在心, 又為我張羅.
我心感慶幸有這麼一位關心自己的老師!

不過最窩心的是當我告訴她1月1日結婚時,
她斥責我之前沒說清楚原來是1月1日(我以為自己已說, 又一次失憶),
感恩她12月31日travel後回港, 能出席我和SimonZ的婚禮!

朱太說真的十分感恩, 如果她錯過了我的婚禮, 這生會好遺憾!
真沒想到原來自己在她心中有這麼的一個位置! :)

大so 說我今晚多話說, 情緒高漲,
當下自己聽到她的話，心裡才真正留意到今天好快樂!

剛才找回以前做九型人格的test,
原來自己記錯了是第四型 -_-
我是否已記不了東西?!
如果一天, 我像高錕一樣, 怎麼辦?

Sixth Sense

I have a strong sense on that. Especailly today.
Of cos I don't want it to be true.
But, if thats really gonna happen,
I will simply take it.

Let it go may be better than struggle hard n grab tight.

I feel like having a million ton stone on my chest.

I really sensed it.

People should follow their wills,
esp. on the big issue in their life.

Don't cheat, do it!

My pikmin

This is the "Pikmin" I made in the ceramics class. It looks terrible. but I love it :)

Another piece of work:
/ Photo lost again / will add back when I find it

nightmare!

I think this is so ME! But I couldn't find the original drawing.
Where have you gone?

＊

I have had a nightmare last night! I don't feel good today.

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主的話 - 提後2：21 貴重的器皿

提後2：21

什麼是卑賤的事呢？
按本處上下文，也可以看出，勸勉人要離開不義（19節）
逃避少年人的私慾（22節）、無知的辯論（23節）、與人爭競（24節）等，
那 也就是說一切屬肉體、情慾、世俗、不義的，都是卑賤的事。

什麼是貴重的事呢？
這裡提到熱心禱告，追求公義，信德，仁愛，和平，都是貴重的事，
那也是神的 事，屬靈的事，像主的事是貴重的事。

All alone!

Tired of working alone.
I really mean it.

cant remmeber to remmeber -_-

I always though and BELIEVE that I could remember...
I mean, at least I can remember that I have sthg. to do,
just sometimes I would forget what to do, the content, i mean.

But I just experienced so many times that I couldn't remember that I have to remember.

So.... I m now move up to a higher level of "forgetting"

Not even forget what I have to remember(the content),
but also forget that I have to remember to remember..

so...... should i start to tie some knots on my fingers
to remind myself that I have sthg. to remember?

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當人人都不斷讚好，
而自己又不真的覺得那麼好．
我為何要選呢？

我只是覺得，
不是應該選自己真正喜歡的嗎？
完全跟我期望的是兩碼子的事...

:(

何不等一下，再找一下，
最緊要是自己喜歡嘛．

耿耿於懷．

God will Provide!

回看這段沒"出外"上班的日子,
看見主的恩典處處.

總括一句, 就是 "God will provide！"
每次回味, 都感恩萬分. 我算什麼呢, 主竟不斷看顧 :)

我決定要讀書, 想報part time, 但又煩惱實習問題時,
好快已不用我去煩惱,
因為沒有了學校工作, 就只可以報full time.

full time 讀書故然好, 但無$ 就咩都唔好 :p
時間不遲不早, 完了學校工作, 立即接到一份freelance job.
payment 加上自己的saving, 嘻, full time讀書, 開學後的生活費加學費剛剛好!
Hallelujah :D

咁... 開學前生活費由邊個承擔? 媽媽最好. 供我住宿一日3餐 *3*
但始終都做唔慣涼地, freelance job 又unstable.
嘻, 再來是接到stable 的教學工作 : 教記憶!
OMG! 這些小收入就供應了我每月的生活開支 :D
嘻, 完全不需動用我留待讀書的儲備基金.
Hallelujah :D

天父天父...
我和 SimonZ 決定結婚,
難得佢唔縑辛苦,
願意在我求學時期同我結婚, 嘻, 抵錫 *3*
但係真係愛情飲水飽?!　
只靠SimonZ又好難, 又要供樓, 好快乾塘!!

我地要用$ ｗｏ！~
突然... 我地又有$ 用喇! 又接到一份continous 的 freelance,
OMG！一個見底gei money pool, 又有天父gei 注資！haahahahaa
Hallelujah :D

我覺得好開心gei 唔係ｄ$,
而係好實在去經歷到天父, 看見恩典處處...

風隨著意思吹，你聽見風的響聲，卻不曉得從那裏來，往那裏去；
凡從聖靈生的，也是如此。 約翰福音3:8


天父, 我雖未能親眼見您, 但卻時常經歷到您的工作, 往往出乎我所想所求,

多謝您 :) Hallelujah

信心的功課

第81 屆的培靈會完了. 當中我去了兩場, 真是很大的收穫.

最後一場的內容好托心, 聽牧師的分享時, 心裡都好感動.
淚水都湧上心頭, 神的恩典實在太多太多...

但,
仍地上仍有許多心硬的人, 未看見, 不願看見.

鄭牧師當日與太太領受主的話, 決定離開加拿大, 別了收入隱定的生活.
走到三藩市讀神學.

離開溫加拿大前, 牧師興高采烈地到各團契分享, 請大家代禱.

到了三藩市
由於不是公民, 不可打工,
他們唯有找一些給外省學生做的工作.
二人工作僅支持每月生活開支.

未幾師母病了, 不能工作.
一段日子過了, 積蓄都差不多用完,
當下, 牧師見戶口只剩十多元美元,
師母又沒錢去看醫生..
他哭了.

離開加拿大前, 牧師曾充滿信心的到處分享主話,
但當下, 他面對前路, 信心不知走到那裡.
師母看見, 他們就同心禱告.

第二天清晨, 打開學校信箱,
有一封信
上面只有寫住牧師姓名, 而裡頭有五百美元............


人就是這樣, 往往要看到好巨體的事情, 什底親身經歷才願意相信..

信心的功課, 努力.

感恩．我有好牧人

丁丁：妳知嗎？妳是我中心常常掛念的人，
因為妳是我所愛的羊，牧羊人愛羊仔，
無論妳心情如何、決定如何，我也會支持妳的

不要忘記神的恩典

不要忘記

失憶!

圖像記憶法，是方法，技巧，藉以善用右腦強勁的記憶能力，
而並非加強你本身的記憶力（天然記憶）

畢竟是方法，沒有刻意使用的話，
記性差的人仍是記性差；
一些生活細節，又怎會時刻想要用方法？

唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉唉

是何時起，我再記不起??
是何時起，我想再記起就會頭暈，頭痛：(

我失憶了!

soulmate

how many ppl are able to find their soulmates?

是你

繼續用信心交上 :)

Our Dearest Ma San...

Finally hes really leaving us to another place to work!
My tears just kept dropping in the farewell party.

When I help making the gift for him,
every little part of memory pop out
n
I asked again and again is that really the truth that hes leaving us.

Ma San,
I really miss you and love you
:....)

Wish you have good rest and health!
Best Wishes from me

question markssss

People are not believing, except me.
Why?
:(

I know I can have lots of other choice.
so why I am not considering some other else?

But,
why do I have to consider else when I have met the one I like?

可愛的爸

我要感恩!

因為我有一位好可愛的爸爸
而且是一位好愛我的爸爸

真害怕到出嫁天
我會淚流滿面
哈哈哈
:D

思念, 愛的表達

SimonZ 又 fly 左去 Malaysia，
星期五才回港，

思念正式開始．

busy busy n busy

突然之間好多野做, 多了點教育工作, 要預備notes,
自己又有course 上,
另外心裡仲有好多野想整!

不知不覺咁就五月．
我好享受現在的生活，
又有工作，又做到自己的隨心想～

快要告別現在我林丁了

*O*

Happy Day 2

My favourite Nut cracker and my favourite curtain, NICE!

這兩天是十個開心,
因為我之前買左的frabics, 這兩天終於抽到時間用，完成我的dream curatin :)

朋友說我多時間，其實都不是．
自從開始同小朋友上記憶課後，我就開始忙！
所以這兩天的空檔十分珍貴呀．

雖然在林家的日子只剩下一年多，
但造了自己好喜歡的東東，好好好Happy！

現在更愛自己的bedroom，
早上起來，日光照進來，好靚．．

I just couldn't move my sight away from the curtain

給主，給自己的話

這兩天讀到的是亞伯拉罕，

反省自己對主的心意。

好喜歡一句話：祝福和試驗同時臨到
感恩，主一直叫我在他愛中成長
提醒．教導．寬恕．．．．

感恩，自己人生第廿六年已經相信並緊握著主的恩典
比起許多尚未找到主的來得幸福．．．
人算甚麼呢，主您這麼愛我們每一個，相信的，不相信的，
您亦同樣的愛，同樣的等待。

亞伯拉罕在每個所到之處，都會留下一座壇作美好的見證。
盼望自己如是，作美好的見證 :)

第廿六年喇！主，感謝您給的的所有。
順景，逆景您也陪我走過！

Welcome Back

I m so excited as the Z family is all in HK now :D
I love to stay with people n enjoy family days

Welcome Back!

Sai Ba． Ba Mo

Happy Day

I guess I m really a road blind that
I m quite lost even though i got the map in my hand.

So finally I arrived at sharp 10:00a.m. -_-

＊ ＊ ＊

I have been to Sham Shui Po today n
so happy that I bought 4 fabrics!

I'm ready to start my next craft! :D

The two on right handside are my favourite

史太

今天史生執屋時兩次稱呼我為：

史太

我努力按捺住我的驚喜，
哈哈．．．
我內心興奮無比

原來由史生口出的一句史太，
威力強大，窩心無比

smile for you, leave the tears to me

I m so happy for you all,
but... I want to drop some tears for myself.

:..)

《人鬼情未了了(單拖版)》

興奮．興奮．興奮．興奮！
今日去喚醒我體內數以憶萬計gei 藝術細胞 :D

去學拉柸, 好興奮！

未去之前睇過下個導師gei blog, 好像係一個funny guy,
Let's see hows today going!

等待

如果您真係俾我...我會好驚
當然, 我都好想您俾我

．等待．

玫瑰．玫瑰．我愛妳

今日一次過完成８朵玫瑰！加埋尋日2朵, total 有10 朵了, 呵呵
心情大好　:)

其實我都真係好鍾意布藝，以前中學都好想有家政課．
今次無師自通，幾好幾好．我以後識整玫瑰了，正！
．第一步完成．

有靚，

有唔靚，

10 朵玫瑰，一條虫

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要堅持730去跑步實在唔容易, 結果成日星期無跑,
今日改跑1130~ 希望keep 到 :)

一首好歌

WOOOOOOW!

I just want to shout like Mary Murphy
when I look at Jon Berkeley's illustration:


WOOOOOOW!

鐘點日

今日執．執．執．
SimonZ 上班時　我努力幫佢執屋！
執執下突然諗 : 唔知對SimonZ黎講, 執屋係咪一個good wife gei 行為呢?

之後二話不說, 即刻msn send message 問佢:
"whats your definition of good wife?"

SimonZ:
"So you think I m free to talk about this thing when I m busy with work?"

哈哈哈哈哈哈~ 我咁問又係唐突左d
算la, 付出就付出, 唔應該睇人地欣唔欣賞先做gei :p

世界變, 主愛未變

昨日同SimonZ 睇yeahshow2009 - 世界變.

主題曲的內容是講述經文 馬太福音6:25-34

“所以我告訴你們,不要為生命憂慮,吃甚麼,喝甚麼;為身體憂慮,穿甚麼.

生命不勝於飲食麼?身體不勝於衣裳麼?

你們看那天上的飛鳥,也不種,也不收,也不積蓄在倉裡,

你們的天父尚且養活牠.你們不比飛鳥貴重得多麼?

你們那一個能用思慮使壽數多加一刻呢?何必為衣裳憂慮呢?

你想野地裡的百合花,怎麼長起來;它也不勞苦,也不紡線.

然而我告訴你們,就是所羅門極榮華的時候,他所穿戴的,還不如這花一朶呢!

你們這小信的人哪!野地裡的草今天還在,明天就丟在爐裡,神還給它這樣的妝飾,何況你們呢!

所以,不要憂慮,說:吃甚麼?喝甚麼?穿甚麼?

這都是外邦人所求的.你們需用的這一切東西,你們的天父是知道的.

你們要先求他的國,和他的義,這些東西都要加給你們了.

所以,不要為明天憂慮,因為明天自有明天的憂慮;一天的難處一天當就夠了.”

我的心都因歌詞而感動. 主, 感謝您.

林以諾的口才真係勁, 零悶場, 至少我同SimonZ 都笑到哈哈聲 :D

Household of Faith

Household of Faith

Here we are at the start committing to each other
By His word and from our hearts
We will be a family in a house that will be a home
And with faith we'll build it strong

Chorus:
We'll build a household of faith
That together we can make
And when the strong winds blow it won't fall down
As one in Him we'll grow and the whole world will know
We are a household of faith

Now to be a family we've got to love each other
At any cost unselfishly
And our home must be a place that fully abounds with grace
A reflection of His face

頹廢丁

如題頹廢, 無論身, 心, 靈都頹。
其實... 心理有好多事要做. 但我好像一個有個小孔的氣球, 吹多少氣入去到漏.

That's not me!

我的新歡 - 池袋王子

日本之旅唯一給自己的禮物,
D 人買公仔通常真係因為鍾意個隻公仔, 而我並唔係....
令我愛不釋手gei 係佢隻色 :D

放埋向房, 同隻wall color 親到絕晒
我並唔係貪新忘舊gei 人, "we are a family!"

Toyko + Karuizawa Trip 後感

劈頭兩個字 : "開心"!

今次係我第一次去日本, 亦係拍拖咁耐第一次同SimonZ 去travel, 所以基本上係唔係都開心.

之不過呢, 成日聽見d人好鍾意去東京, 我去左啦, 又無佢地咁興奮.
可能我唔係d好 shopping gei 人, 所以唔係話"好正呀" ; 又或者係我並唔係潮人, 融入唔到, 呵呵呵呵!

至於輕井澤就真係好舒服, 一去到係好好好relax. 成個地方都好渡假feel. 一個遺憾係我學唔懂滑雪, 無辦法同SimonZ一齊坐吊車上去滑落山!


下次去travel 都想再去d relax d gei 地方~ Longing for it!

Toyko + Karuizawa

This is our first trip ever though we have been together for almost 3 years :P

I guess... the next trip will have much more meaning to us, right?! :D

noah's ark

心情欠佳, 想到外走一走, 巧遇lolo 與同學們參觀noah 's ark, 所以便跟住去了!

雖然內裡有許多尚未完成, 但已覺得好厲害!

學生們真幸福, 因為內裡許多的內容都是為他們而設, 為要幫助他們生命上有好的成長~ GOOD!
到外走一趟, 勝過在家"mic"書百倍 :p thanks lolo!

http://www.noahsark.com.hk/eng/index.php

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心情亂如麻, 直影響我面試情緒! 好煩

Van Gogh! where have you gone?!

我的van gogh 水彩畫盒不見了!!!!

van gogh, 究竟你在where?!?!?!?!

如果10粒星代表最唔開心, 我現在有15粒 :...(

"正呀!"

今日有電視送來將中家, SimonZ 上班去, 所以收電視之重任就在我!
食完個午飯電視就來了~ 時間十分好! 送電視的3人組有2人比較後生.
佢地一入門就猛話"正呀!" 不過唔係話我, 係話屋企 -_- !!
佢地2 個後生的對家gei 窗外景, 玩具櫃 都送了句 "正呀!",

離開時除了句byebye 外, 亦多說一句 "係哩度打機~正呀!" :D 好攪笑同埋好開心!

"正呀!", 我都覺.

因為, 這地方在我心中, 已是我和SimonZ 兩口子的家 :)
SimonZ 講過這家不單是他家, 同時是我們將來的家.
所以由睇樓, 裝修, 粉飾屋企, 添罝家具, 我們盡量都是一起參與!
好興幸將來自己不是搬到你的家, 而是會住在大家一起建立的sweet home!
仲好記得睇樓時每次你都會問我鐘唔鐘意哩度 :)
多謝SimonZ!

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