揀選

不是你們揀選了我，而是我揀選了你們，並且分派你們去結果子，就是結常存的果子，使你們奉我的名，無論向父求甚麼，他必定賜給你們。

John 15:16

"我在這裡!"

這幾天病, 好累.

訓完又訓.

不過都訓得唔好,

因為仲有好多野未改完.

又煩心假期完了還有很多事務要follow up.

又想起...

要備課...

真多事...

又想起,

出年要一個教晒3級新高中,

又憂心...

千百萬事在心頭,

何時才懂放開手?

天父,

女兒仍在學習中.

其實... 如果不是祢, 我真的不會想來到這裡.

又因為來到這裡, 我才發現這裡是擁有著多麼珍貴的東西.

我好喜歡這裡, 也有點怕.

天父, 我還記得祢跟我說過:

"我在這裡!"

:)

會記在心,

時刻回想.

再往前走!

天父, 想起祢就好滿足了

:)

少言多行

少言多行

*

So much works to be marked...

Cheer up..!

:)

祂的愛

"祂的愛是我堅強的理由"

:)

Day of love

*

Jesus, your day is coming

:)

May your love pass around!

憂慮背後.

為何憂慮呢.

人
不相信神在看管
不認識神的屬性
但即使人認識神, 也許對神缺乏信心, 仍自我中心, 倚靠自己.

不認識神的人面對困難,
只能自己去想方法解決, 甚是憂愁.
認識而又相信神的人遇到同樣境況, 知道可以仰賴上帝. 亦有主的平安.

為何人不信?
信, 又為何不倚靠呢?

filled by love

filled by love
:)

愛神. 愛人. 過聖潔的生活

事奉上心裡有些想法, 願主引導.
禱告求問, 等候, 然後憑信心踏上就是了!

"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path."
Psalm 119:105

雖然不是每個人都會離鄉別井去宣教,
但愛主的人卻應時時存宣教的心去事奉,
為主尋圈外的羊.
當先求衪的國和衪的義.

＊

感謝上帝，讓我有經歷。
經歷過後，不是求更多經歷，而是思想，醒察。

廖博士的話很大提醒！
經歷神必然結果（正常而言）是更愛神，

"愛神. 愛人. 過聖潔的生活"

＊

願
聆聽祢的話
回應祢的愛
:)

與主同行的日子, 真的很快樂!

求智慧

有些問題想不通.
又或是自己亂想一通?

祈求智慧並以順服的心走每一步.

男孩兒哭了 :(

表達不到自己感覺的人一定好難受 :( 今天一位學生畫不到畫, 又說不出話來.
中五的男孩兒哭了 :(

*

10 個學生. 有6個用了5日時間仍然在處理5日前要處理好的功課.
好生氣!
也動了氣!
每次鬧完學生, 自己都會有depress 感.
我不喜歡這樣
:(

唉, 我是否激動了?!
感覺不好.

*

13/12. 好想快點到明天,
因為有人接放學
:)
然後一起hotpot去.
實在好想念你!
想到這裡, 心裡立時感覺良好一點
:)

*

上堂日只剩星期三,四, 一.
好想快快休息放假,
差差電.

期待.

感恩分享

不要忘記上帝的恩惠 :)

1. 感謝主, 因為政府的$6000 合時地幫左一把, 學生的賭徒媽媽已經回家! 媽媽答應跟婆婆到相關教會戒賭, 人的盡頭往往是神的起頭.
   
   
2. 今日教育局睇堂, "極度順利", 學生們十分乖巧合作, 課堂氣氛輕鬆快樂, 雖然有外人, 學生們依然表現自若, 是給人睇堂以來最好表現的一次 :D
   INSPECTOR 也評價我們有良好的師生關係, 聽了很快樂 :) 感謝上帝帶我做老師 :) 我實在很享受與學生的時間, 彼此感情的交流, 感謝主! 上帝和他們是我的動力! 盼望可以給他們最好的教育就是讓他們認識上帝 :)
   
   
3. 學 校團契由原本放學得1個學生 + 6個導師的景況, 發展至午膳時間穩定有1X學生出席. 當中看到上帝細心的供應 :) 以往我們每月只有一次可以在家政室團契, 平時在細房. 但我們發展至(加埋導師) 20人時已經逼爆間房. 感謝上帝, 讓我成為 "視藝老師", 個主場突然發揮功效:D, 在逼爆房間的情況, 美術室成為我們的新天地!
   最近一次, 偉大的美術室不單滿足了我們20人的團契需要, 更成為另外的1X個高中團職開會之地, 場面溫馨, 都是充滿主的愛與供應. 現在我們不用再打擾家政科老師, 又可以有穩定聚會地方了, HALLELUJAH!
   
   下學期團契打算將學生分為兩大組, 一組預備上成長八課, 一組繼續認識上帝. 期待!
   
   下星期團職 + TUEN MUN 堂弟兄姊妹 + 基督徒老師會組成午間音樂會, 歌頌主的愛, so excited! :D
   

主的愛

主的愛很溫柔

"Be strong and brave!"

12:13 a.m.

Finally finished the teaching materials.
But I still got sthg. to prepare for another class. But I will leave it tmr anyway.

"Be strong and brave!" thats what Jesus told today.
At the time I dare to step out with courage, Jesus helped on the part that I couldnt.

"I do the best and God will do the rest". Thats so tru and what I have experienced today.
I spent so much time on searching the "expenditure figures". And He really prepared for me at the moment I step out.
He then grant me the wisdom on the motivation activities and lesson plan.

So... do remember when I dare to "step out", I could then experience his power and preparation.

Key for today:
Step Out! "Be strong and brave!"

今日EDWARD 同程程結婚. 聽到的兩首詩歌, 也很激勵我! --- 揮動信心的翅膀 隨著夢想起飛 :)



在EDWARD 同程程中, 我看到主的愛, 很感動.. :)

Psalms 30

〔大衛在獻殿的時候、作這詩歌。〕
30:1 耶和華阿、我要尊崇你、因為你曾提拔我、不叫仇敵向我誇耀。
30:2 耶和華我的　神阿、我曾呼求你、你醫治了我。
30:3 耶和華阿、你曾把我的靈魂從陰間救上來、使我存活、不至於下坑。
30:4 耶和華的聖民哪、你們要歌頌他、稱讚他可記念的聖名
30:5 因為他的怒氣不過是轉眼之間．他的恩典乃是一生之久．一宿雖然有哭泣、早晨便必歡呼。
30:6 至於我、我凡事平順、便說、我永不動搖。
30:7 耶和華阿、你曾施恩、叫我的江山穩固．你掩了面、我就驚惶。
30:8 耶和華阿、我曾求告你．我向耶和華懇求、說、
30:9 我被害流血、下到坑中、有甚麼益處呢．塵土豈能稱讚你、傳說你的誠實麼。
30:10 耶和華阿、求你應允我、憐恤我。耶和華阿、求你幫助我。
30:11 你已將我的哀哭變為跳舞、將我的麻衣脫去、給我披上喜樂．
30:12 好叫我的靈〔原文作榮耀〕歌頌你、並不住聲。耶和華我的　神阿、我要稱謝你、直到永遠。

強烈的矛盾感

是否11月就會有這一種矛盾感呢?
是強烈的.

好累呢.
每天早上放學都在車上睡著了.
真是累得很.

昨晚就因為懶完後自作X
結果只睡了3個多小時.
:(

雖然12月的假期不是太遠,
但假期前的工作多到呢...
根本看不見假期
-_-

.....goodnight.

"The little brothers and sisters" idea helps.

【我怎能不為主活】

我怎能夠；為自己活？因主耶穌為我慘死在十架，
流出寶血；洗我罪過，如此厚恩永遠難報答。

祢揀選我 在創世之前；祢接納我 雖我並不完全，
祢醫治我 讓我悲苦化為甘甜，使我生命成為奇蹟。

現在活著的不再是我，乃是基督在我裡面活著，
我如今在肉身活著，是因信基督而活，祂是愛我為我捨己。

我的一切皆由神所賜，生命本源於祢，靠祢而立，
主阿！我有什麼權利，可以不為祢而活，我將一切完全獻與祢。

＊

【我怎能不為主活】 詩歌與見證
http://1000hymns.blogspot.com/2011/07/blog-post_05.html

Vintage Style

The wonderful Vintage Style!
http://www.hostessblog.com/2011/11/vintage-pumpkin-roses-1st-birthday/

【永遠唱著讚美】

【永遠唱著讚美】

開啟雙眼，讓我看見，
你的榮美，超越世上的一切，

深深體會，耶穌你愛多寶貴，
與你面對面，我心感動已無言，

我仍要說，
我要高舉雙手讚美，
我要抬頭仰望頌贊稱謝，
全心全意敬拜你，不住發出讚美，

我要到寶座前讚美，
我來就近你主討你喜悅，
一生一世在殿中，永遠唱著讚美。

---
What a touching song,
exactly describing my thought too

:)

I'm ready!

YEAH!
I have finished the sharing!
Hallelujah!

I
AM
READY
!
:D

SEND
ME
LORD
!

我的鳥

友人說我很"特別" :P
因為過了一斷時間, 我仍很想她們.
不斷的找找找...

多謝友人常伴左右,
伴我找找找
:D

找到了另一對"她們".

長得很像呢.
心裡好快樂.
但...心裡仍想著"妳們"
:)

stubborn me?!

脾臟很弱

是多年的累積.
要祈求上帝幫助,
改變一下故有的工作方式.

有時有些事是否要明明白白, 清清楚楚?

應該不是,

只是我就是一個如此的人.
sounds so stubborn.
-_-
有時也真辛苦了自己.

不過我深信, 這一切可以調節.
也要祈求上帝.

In faith!
*
聽到陳牧師的"溫柔之道"!
發人深醒.
特別深刻是摩西的謙和,
自己不去抗辯, 乃順服上帝.
實在是很精彩的信息!
不知不覺間...
being the fans of Pastor Chan
:P

愛

上帝的愛
是我所經歷過, 感受過的,
最大最大的一份愛.

人若說「我愛神」，卻恨他的弟兄，就是說謊了；
不愛他看得見的弟兄，就不能愛看不見的神。愛神的，也要愛弟兄，這是我們從神所受的命令。
約翰壹書4:20-21

看見

我看不見風, 卻感受到她的存在.
正如上帝...
我雖肉眼不見主, 但卻經驗著祂的同在.
我實在看得見衪!
比肉眼所見來得更真切確實.


真想你們都"看見"...

主裡得力

最近心裡有點亂.
大概是忙碌的緣故
9月至11月中零假期中,
面對各樣的拉扯,
真的有點喘不過氣.

面對理想與現實的落差,
心裡很不好過呢.

但在主裡, 心仍是健康的.

真不想再浪費時間
在無謂的事上.

昨日遇見阿皮, 就更著急要把見證寫好,
"榮耀上帝"!

今日友人讚我, 說一起進修時我態度認真, 很勤力,
又說我是好榜樣.
我心高興, 亦有點慚愧,
因為忙碌, 那位的我似乎有些遙遠,
與現實(在)的我有點落差.

嗯, 都有點激勵作用!
努力!

在主裡得力, 享受著那可滿足的喜樂
:)

add oil!

bought a new book,
just cant wait to start reading!
but I got sooooooooooooooooooo many things to do
which are far more important than the book.

make it as a reward for hardworking
;P
I guess I may work faster.
n harder.

生命如何教?

made a weird dream last night...
hm..
hm..
:P

*
didn't do well in the class observation.
I reflected!
too much confidence -_-
less preparation...
and lazier...

sigh..

I don't like my performance :(
though my panel teacher said the lesson was good.

a great reminder n reflection!

*

Trying to invite the christian students to
join the fellowship.
:)
wishing them could be a good support to us.
and further share the great gospel to their friends.
keep in prayer
:)

finally understood the 感動 God gave me in 2009.
"not only to teach the skills, but also 'teach on the life' "
生命如何教?
今天明白了,
不是我去教.

讓學生們認識上帝, 就是生命上最好的教育.
;)

Jesus, you are great.
And that's why I am here.

凡我所行的...

my hope...
凡我所行的，都是為福音的緣故，為要與人同得這福音的好處。

(林前9：22－23)

http://www.evangellite.org/214/03.php

操練

好好休息,
操練操練

:)

*

友人說他的希望是做一位出色的傳道人.
:)

願主祝福你.

預備

上帝各按其時成為美好。
祂的預備是最體貼的。
祂的時間表是最準確的。

上帝既預備了服事的人，
也必預備被服事的人。
Keep this in prayer
:)

*

或者有時我們不是刻意自私，
但總大意地妄故別人的感受。
但唔係一句自己唔成熟,
就死向前衝.
我覺得自己無呈呈硬食，
說實話，我好氣。
原來
即使你已表立場，
仍要講，想點呢？

如果是如口中所說，默默的作，
又為何要告訴人將會 "默默的作"？
為何硬要說一遍才 "收手"？

dislike x 100
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天父, 我好生氣!

Keeping, Walking, Loving

He makes things beautiful in HIS time

*

When Dad saw me reading bible this morning,
He just asked:
"Reading bible again?"

That's it!
No challenge, no comment which is already a good start.
:)

Wish my family would experience the love from God as I do.
So the whole family could be sent by God.

【Send Me Lord】


*

Keeping。Walking 。Loving
遵守 。 去行 。 去愛

愛到底 ;)

是日閉關
休息
溫書

見證完成八成喇!
:D

*
今早與爸爸分享了聖經中的點點:)

【你的愛不離不棄】

沒有一個憂患，耶穌不能擔當。
沒有一個痛苦，耶穌不能背負。

我要向高山舉目，我的幫助從祢而來。
滿有豐盛的慈愛，賜給凡求告祢名的人。

祢的愛總是不離不棄，憐憫如江河湧流，
在我敵人面前擺設筵席，使我的福杯滿溢。

祢的愛總是不離不棄，時刻將我環繞，
祢必永遠記念與我所立的約，使我領受豐盛的恩典。

family

"成也家庭, 敗也家庭."

impressive sharing from 黃仁龍司長in「互愛」35週年感恩會:
http://www.wuoi.org.hk/chi/video/sharing03.wmv

got different emails.
got the feeling of "復興".
:)

流動的愛

當天天為自己的服事禱告.
自己看重的, 更不能只假手於人.

*

".....有些長者較固執，我只有懇求主給我耐性為他們提名禱告，求神軟化他們的心。有一位傾談了好幾年才降服下來，願意受洗。之後我去探訪，他很開心呢!
從來沒有 人 對我惡意謾罵，因我先與他們建立友善的關係，取得信任，徵得同意才與他們談道；而且找適合的時間，求主賜我講合宜的說話，面帶笑容，態度誠懇，讓他們樂意 與我傾談，甚至為他們祈禱。有人會問我："信耶穌要添香油錢嗎?"我告訴他們，接受耶穌的救恩，是神給我們白白的恩典。" (三藩市潮人基督教會執事)

有了互信的關係, 愛才能流動.

you and me

今晚很多話想要跟祢說.

"The family prays together stays together."

Yeah, finished all the works so I could have my own time with my beloved.

*

again!
another time... the story of 亞基拉and 伯基拉 was shown to me tonight :)

*

若有不信主的父母，作兒女的便應更仰望主的引導和憐憫，以愛心孝敬父母，為他們禱告，也要堅決信靠耶穌。
"The family prays together stays together."

Keep it on :)

*

29/9/2011

Cos of the Typhoon Signal 8,
I finally finished the plans of F.2, F.4!
Yeah!
works + facebook + hymn + God's words :) = 29/9/2011

Ready to start the plan of F.5 and the Worksheets..
And finally get to pack the stuff for camping.
Add oil, lovely Dingding, hohooo

:)

"Get some rest"

休息

使我們重新得力.

³¹ Then, because so many people were coming and going that they did not even have a chance to eat, he said to them, “Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest.” ³² So they went away by themselves in a boat to a solitary place.

Mark 6:31-32

love!

累
但仍渴慕

:)

*

天父... 教書原來真的可以好勞累.
-_-

"心中的感動"

今天與中一的學生談人生, 談夢!
(不知是否太深:P)
我好享受那一節課.
其間學生問我為什麼教書,

我說:"我可以分享, 不過不知你們會否明白."

結果我就分享了 "心中的感動"
:)
我好享受教學的時光.
如果只需要談藝術, 談生命,
多好!

仍要倚靠上帝處理我不太享受的部分!

sleep tight :)

陳耀鵬牧師

累累的, 總算完成了較為重要的文件.
進度始終是比預期慢.
不過都算係咁,
都唔好俾咁大壓力自己.
:)

＊

前日在MTR 見到POSTER
Lisa Ono Live in Hong Kong 2011
日期是星期二晚, 即係後日-_-..
真有點衝動!

＊

我認識的牧師不多，
今早崇拜講員竟然係我其一慬認識的陳耀鵬牧師！
原來那麼遠時，竟然可以這麼近 :P
立時想起他在培靈會的教導。
沒想過，培靈會的講員會在花園出現。
時常覺得培靈會的講員很　＂神級＂（雖然不應如此區別），
但今日看到陳牧師時，真的好驚喜 :)
他解讀經文簡而精，帶點幽默，內容亦發人深省！
他真的很有教導，傳講福音的恩賜。

願主繼續祝福陳牧師的生命，
藉以他的口，讓更多人得著主的教導 !
:)

my wish

I am making a wish.
:)

Jesus, I wish.

The Secret

A rest for my soul..
"不能說的祕密".. 百看不厭.. :)

主的教導

"不要愛世界和世界上的事。人若愛世界，愛父的心就不在他裏面了"約壹2：15
-- 一不小心,就眼盲了.

"求你指教我們怎樣數算自己的日子，好叫我們得著智慧的心"詩90：12
-- 把握!

*

很喜歡在不同的時候接收同一樣的信息, 感覺好像主特別要說什麼一樣. 重複又重複 :)
"亞居拉和百基拉."
有一對愛主的夫婦亞居拉和百基拉，未記載他們施洗。每一位信徒都應幫助他人"歸入父子聖靈之名下"，這才是"施洗"之重點。如何作呢?所以應當在生活上活出基督樣式，帶領別人重新得救。當你銘記你的一舉一動，一思一言都是歸入父子聖靈的名，沒有沾污這名，你便是宣教士了!
[Ref:http://www.evangellite.org/215/01.php]

不了解

有時也不了解，
但這份愛就是無私，完全...

【一生年日跟隨你】

有時我不了解 為何你要揀選我
有時我不了解 為何你要我跟隨你

當我已決定　回應你的呼召
當我已決定　讓你牽著我的手　向前走

我發現道路上有許多玻璃碎
走在那道路上又遭狂風暴雨
我心感到懼怕 眼淚不住的留下

我問耶穌到底為什麼

你使我看見踩在路上是你雙腳
你與我同在為我擋住狂風暴雨
用你笑臉看著我 擦乾我一切眼淚
你說孩子是因 我愛你
你說孩子是因 我愛你

耶穌　我不了解
耶穌　但我要相信
耶穌 再次將自己獻給你獻給你

耶穌　我獻上感謝
耶穌　我獻上讚美
耶穌　一生年日我要敬拜你　跟隨你



Principal said we would invite 沈祖堯 for a sharing later.
今晚無意中看到他的見證分享 :)

Prayer in God's

I am sleepy
*
Checking on my attitude in prayer recently :)
I wish I m praying in God's.

最近再睇番
【如何按照神的旨意祈禱】.
點知,
下個星期就要帶祈禱週.
不消一刻間,主就教我怎樣帶了.

真奇妙.
:)

我只是過客 :)

如果生命被使用,
祝福到別人,
是我的榮幸.

但也要小心,
多向上帝求智慧.
免得別人過於倚賴自己,
而非倚靠上帝.

要進入人生命的只是上帝,
不是任何一個人.

我只是過客一個

*

真開心,
終於拎番本書
:)
期待閱讀.

God listened

God listens to my prayer
:)

know more about the direction which was once ambiguous to me.

Thank you, my Lord !
you listened n u replied.

*
今天野豬爸爸問我有沒有遇上合心意的男孩子 :)
我笑說,
"有遇上人, 不過不合心意."
他笑了.

我時常跟上帝說,

我現在真的很享受生命.
我覺得走在祢的路上很精彩, 很有意思. 喜樂不斷, 靈裡也得自由!
如果踫上不合適的人, 開始了令人懊惱的戀愛,
以致我現在的快樂指數下降的話..
我真的, 真的寧願自己一個.
真的.....
真的好怕煩.....
:O

同樣的話跟野豬爸爸說了一遍..
再者,
"我真的不急".
心想: 因為我相信上帝的旨意 :)

爸爸笑了.

*
想起大岭的張姊妹.
是值得學習的老師
:)

*
又看到堅持專主教導, 持續禱告的果效.
這些日子,
與爸媽的相處也很好.
煩惱隨即都沒了...感謝上帝!
:)

*
人一生經歷著不同的苦惱 (當然有苦時也就有樂.)
基督徒都是人, 也要經歷一切,
不能妄想相信了上帝就不會經歷苦難.
所以不要質問上帝 為什麼為什麼...
反而,
相信上帝的人是特別幸福.
能夠在苦難中經歷上帝的恩典.

我們的禱告, 上帝全都回應.
我們的難處, 上帝又怎會忍心不理呢?
:..)
講到咁... 又要再問...


Lord, you are the one! ;)

---

不知不覺間
有避世之感

Psalm 103

^......14 因 為 他 知 道 我 們 的 本 體 ， 思 念 我 們 不 過 是 塵 土 。

¹⁵ 至 於 世 人 ， 他 的 年 日 如 草 一 樣 。 他 發 旺 如 野 地 的 花 ，

¹⁶ 經 風 一 吹 ， 便 歸 無 有 ； 他 的 原 處 也 不 再 認 識 他 。

¹⁷ 但 耶 和 華 的 慈 愛 歸 於 敬 畏 他 的 人 ， 從 亙 古 到 永 遠 ； 他 的 公 義 也 歸 於 子 子 孫 孫

¹⁸ 就 是 那 些 遵 守 他 的 約 、 記 念 他 的 訓 詞 而 遵 行 的 人 。.......

Hannah Ding

A photo from my friend when I told Hannah is my Christian name :) She's sweet!

Hannah,
"He (God) has favored me".
It reminds me the grace from God.

＊

完成了【不一樣的婚禮。不一樣的愛】（上）
:)

love!

started sch for 2 days,
happy happy n happy
:)
:)

esp.
when the students from my last year class
came to me n talked to me.
When I saw them stood outside my classroom n looked for me...
I feel warm!
"They miss me"
How sweet!

A girl met me n held my hand tight n told me that
shes happy cos I will teach her VA this year
:)
sweet moment..
I feel the love!

Some girls from last year class came to me n had lunch with me today
:)
we miss each others..
This is love.

I guess all these is not the matter of how well your teaching was..
I mean not solely abt the content, skill..
but its all abt the interaction we had b4,
how much love we passed to each other...
:)

I love...
I really love them...
with Jesus' s love.
and..
they do feel the love :)

*
Almost finished reading the book of "Women in Bible"
I really admire the life of Hannah.

May : my brother-given-name when I was in P1
Ding: my buddies-given-name when I was in F7
and now..
Hannah : my christian name! :)
first time to name myself ever.
n
I do love this name a lot.

I hate doc works

crazy!

I have spent almost 2 hours on typing a meeting minutes
-_-

I hate doc works.
I really hate so.

just want to crumple "u" up!

What A Friend We Have In Jesus

【What A Friend We Have In Jesus 】

何等恩友慈仁救主，負我罪愆擔我憂；
何等權利能將萬事，來到耶穌座前求！
多少平安我們坐失，多少痛苦冤枉受，
都是因為未將萬事，來到耶穌座前求。

我們有無試探引誘？有無難過苦關頭？
決不應當因此灰心；仍當到主座前求！
何處能尋這般良友，同嘗一切苦與愁？
我們弱點主都知道，放心到主座前求！

我們是否軟弱多愁，千斤重擔壓肩頭？
主仍做我避難處所，奔向耶穌座前求！
你若正逢友叛親離，快向耶穌座前求！
到祂懷中祂必保護，有祂安慰便無憂。

晚餐

簡單的晚飯
+
簡單的關心:
"鍾意食就食多D, 食晒都得"
(究竟今日發生咩事.. :P)

||

快樂. 窩心
:D

3樣..(4)都是我好喜歡的!
冬菇菜圃湯 + 涼瓜炒蛋 + 油雞脾 + 愛
:)

行步。見步

樓牧師的分享，
提到基督徒的生命屬於"行步。見步"。
而並非站住，求問神給予答案後才往前走。
反之，我們憑信心踏上後，就看到主已經預備的。

"行步。見步" 的生命，你相信嗎？

願意憑信心踏出去嗎？

不以過去的經歷，人的思想限制上帝的工作，
可以嗎？

單以信服的心跟隨，
可以嗎？

"馬利亞說 : 我是主的使女、 情願照你的話成就在我身上。
天使就離開 他去了 。" 路 1:38

天使告訴馬利亞要懷孕，
她也立即問豈可能發生呢？
這是人的思想；
然而，天使回答後，馬利亞立即以信服的心回應：

"...我是主的使女、 情願照你的話成就在我身上..."

她沒有再懷疑以至限制上帝的工作。
反更加讚美上帝：

"...我心尊主為大、我靈以 神我的救主為樂。..."

望著前路, 是否以期待、興奮的心,
預備好踏出那"行步。見步"的生命呢?

:)

我心好興奮呢!

My tired, but healthy heart

身體上
受過傷的地方好易又再受傷.
同埋復原後, 短期內個機能一定無以前咁好.

原來
心靈如是.

真實地有此般感受,
近排我的心好累.
正正就係"機能無以前咁好."

不過~只是累,
No hard feeling.
我的心好健康, 呵呵!
:)
多謝天父

*

Sometimes I m excited to the new academic year.
but sometimes... I just like a little kid n want to stay in the long vacation...

Need some courage for Sch.....
><

My teaching buddies

had dinner with the ied-ers tonight.

My body shutdown right at 9 sthg.
So I just listened... n realized
they(WE :) all are Good teachers!

They are teachers
who
kept talking on values we should insist,
the ways of catering students' needs,
discussing how to have a better teaching ways, personal growth...

I just saw they all were 發光中, haha
really proud of them!
:)
A group of teachers
with passion,
with love.
with heart.

:)

Keep the fires on.
My teaching buddies :)

罪

我要躲藏在主裡...

因為我看見心中的罪
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(

＊

【傾聽我的心 】

.....求你聆听我每一個心跳
那是我最虔誠最渴慕的祈禱......

:)

相信上帝, 放下自己, 必得見光!

上帝好野!!! 無敵呀!!!

感謝祢讓孩子有份與祢同工!

祢安慰、提醒、教導,
沒有一樣不是出於祢!

結論:
相信上帝, 放下自己, 必得見光!

;)

繼續守望!

grain + faith

＊

Faith

... is given by God
... has to be strengthened
... is well-pleasing to God

For we walk by faith, not by sight

birdie gone..

wheres my birdie..
:(

I m thinking of you two EVERY DAY...

The Love of God

到大岭教會的交流結束.

過程是激勵且充滿恩典. 充滿愛.
感謝主!
:)


我們到農村探訪, 彼此分享見證, 在主裡交通.
看到農村的弟兄姊妹, 心裡都很多提醒.
即使他們有環境上的限制,
身體上的病痛,
仍然是專心, 喜樂, 以信心仰望.
沒有主, 怎麼能解釋這一切呢?

原是一大堆沒有關係的人,
卻是因著主的緣故彼此服事. 彼此去用愛心招待.

"We love because he first loved us."
1 John 4:19
:)

*
說起愛,
真玄妙.

愛的結果如何,
大概就要看這份愛基於什麼作始...

愛, 或苦或甜..
真玄妙.

The Amazing GOD

神的工作真的很奇妙.
:)
:)
:)

*

明天, 花園一行十二人與頌恩一同到惠東交流.
出發前的一小吵及一小病都已過去.
感謝主.

所以在患難時總要忍耐,
憑信心, 必得見光。

*

有一日, 突然嘗試減去所有與主同工的事,
意即假如我沒有信仰的話,
生活會如何過呢?
例如: 故有的星期日崇拜, 星期三小組,
新加盟的三福星期四,
還有每天與神交流之重要時刻, 等等..

減去這一切, 所得的時間會花在什麼上呢?
行街睇戲食飯? 忙碌工作? 努力賺錢? TVB.com? ...
究竟, 追趕著一些終會朽壞的, 是為了什麼呢?

縱是忙碌, 卻是快樂, 富足.

*

門, 究竟何時才打開?
植下的種籽何時才生長呢?
以信心交託.

求主充滿

一切也很富足, 不感有任何的缺乏
因為與主同行!

求主時常充滿 , 以致不錯失生命上重要的事。

*
差不多開學, 要開始工作了!
:)

求幫助

以禱告代口, 也代手.

:(

真沒愛心
:(


*

別人改變不了,
我自己改變!
但也不會妥協!
:O

The fire of...

星星之火，可以燎原。
你的火是什麼？

"Here I am!"

【Knees to the Earth 】
by
Watermark


"Here I am!"
:D

The ever-present help

God is ...
隨時的幫助
The ever-present help in trouble.
------
Psalm 46
------

Do we really remember this in every single sec. in our life?

understand our own limitation.
Not only rely on past experiences
Not rely on our own wisdom.

But walk by faith all time.

Happy days

:)

Happy Day!

＊

自從有一排唱爛了【為何對我這麼好】,
有好一段時間沒聽了.

今天再聽, 心中的共鳴感仍然絲毫不減!

"主呀, 為何對我(們)這麼好呢?"


:)

＊

暑假開始了！

暫別

日子一去不回.
當中多少個世紀過去?
當中又多少生命開始與結束?
數之不盡的生命,
無一是耶和華不憐恤愛惜.

然而
多少生命在剛硬的心中終結.
永遠地失去了在天上的份！

＊

感謝天父
叔叔在息了地上的勞苦前，認識並相信了主。
天父把叔叔接回天家去了:..)
縱使心裡多麼的不捨，
也不及內心的喜樂多！
因為我深知叔叔已與主同在，安息。

現在只是與叔叔​暫時分離，
將來必然在天家再聚。
深切盼望！
:..)

-----

【詩篇 90】
1主啊，你世世代代作我們的居所。
2諸山未曾生出，地與世界你未曾造成，從亙古到永遠，你是神。
3 你使人歸於塵土，說： 你們世人 要歸回。
4 在你看來，千年如已過的昨日， 又如夜間的一更。
5 你叫他們如 水沖去；他們如睡一覺。 早晨，他們如生長的草，
6 早晨發芽生長，晚上割下枯乾。
7 我們因你的怒氣而消 滅，因你的 忿怒而驚惶。
8 你將我們的罪孽擺在你面前， 將我們的隱惡擺在 你 面光之中。
9 我們經過的日子 都在你震怒之下；我們度盡的年歲 好 像一聲歎息。
10 我們一生的年日 是七十歲，若是強壯可到八十歲； 但 其中所矜誇的不過是勞苦愁煩，轉眼成空， 我們便如飛而去 。
11 誰曉得你怒氣的權勢？誰按著你該受的敬 畏曉得你的忿怒 呢？
12 求你指教我們怎樣數算自己的日子， 好叫我們得著 智慧的心。
13 耶和華啊，我們要 等到幾時 呢？求你轉回， 為你的僕人後悔。
14 求你使我們早早飽得你的慈愛， 好叫我們一生一世歡呼喜樂 。
15 求你照著你使我們受苦的日子， 和我們遭難的年歲，叫我們喜樂。
16 願你的作為 向你僕人顯現；願 你的榮耀向他們子孫顯明。
17 願主─我們神的榮美歸於我們身上。願你堅立我們手所做的工；我們手所做 的工，願你堅立.

Amen :)

Healing by love

Jesus heals.

人與人的合作總是容易有磨擦.
因為
大家的出發點不同, 焦點不同, 處理手法不同, 期望不同.

所以合作真的是一件不簡單的事!

三天,
Jesus heal-ED n fix-ED :)
LOVE can really heals everything!

Happy days

Roy Lessin

You're not here by chance, but by God's choosing. His hand formed you and made you the person you are. He compares you to no one else - you are one of a kind.
You lack nothing that His grace can't give you. He has allowed you to be here at this time in history to fulfill His special purpose for this generation.

＊

I found my happy face in the recent photosssss.
The real happiness n joy from the bottom of my heart :)
hohoo


My next goal: Art Therapy!

Life

had dinner with Jason n Man last night, the good fds i met in centro
:)

after several years, we stepped into very different path.
some has even started a new journey.

this is.. LIFE!

＊

I still remember clearly the focus i put when i was in centro.
n i didnt enjoy or even try hard to join the cell group that God gave me.

the busy works have almost occupied all the nights.
What was it for?
Silly.

But now!
:)
busy works are still here,
but,
Not for works solely, and not for school, But only for HIM
(learn this sentence pattern from Mr. Ma today, really a great one!)
:)

love n enjoy every single day I am having right now,

Jesus, you know why?...
:)


Psalm 1:2-3
2but whose delight is in the law of the LORD,
and who meditates on his law day and night.
³ That person is like a tree planted by streams of water,
which yields its fruit in season
and whose leaf does not wither—
whatever they do prospers.

Peony

Since when....
I love

PEONY

Psalm 23

i m tired of "finding"
i used to keep my stuff well.
however, as i am getting older, the problem of "forgetting" is getting serious.

sigh................................................................

HATE to FIND!

＊

Jesus, I have signed the "perm" contract n
got so much exposure recently :P
I guess thats what u have prepared for me.
;)

i m excited to the coming years :)
the years after the next year would be another new start again
as
i have to handle and work by myself.
actually quite nervous on that..
but i knew u are with me always.
quite 矛盾

anyway..will see! :)

＊
the "enjoyment" of life comes back,
thank you Jesus.
enjoy, enjoy n enjoy in different aspects.
I saw the wonderful scenery after getting through the darkest valley.

Key to be remembered : "patient + faith"
as long as keeping the faith all the way,
I see the "sunshine" after the heavy mist.
:)
thats exactly what I have experienced over the past years.

------

Psalm 23

A psalm of David.

¹ The LORD is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
² He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
³ he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
for his name’s sake.
⁴ Even though I walk
through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

⁵ You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
⁶ Surely your goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

很喜歡這歌
"耶和華是我的牧者，我必不至缺乏!"



ba chi的我
當看了此YOUTUBE "n次"後
突然發現片中有彭于晏!

The "1.5 "

Thank you dear father.
Got a chance to work for you !
be blessed always.

＊

still have a lot to be marked... pressure,pressure!

＊

dont really feel good tonight
:(
so..........................................complicated

wanna back to the cave,
that solely with your presence.

我雖然行過死蔭的幽谷，也不怕遭害 ， 因為你與我同在， 你的杖、你的竿都安慰我。
Psalms 23:4

【I Cover My Face 】

Feel a bit nervous tonight, how come?

From Exodus 19 & 32 & 33

【I Cover My Face 】
from Exodus 19 and 32-33
Music and Lyrics by Andrea Davis-Griffin

1. So many days away,
It Seemed like I had died or run away,
So much to say, so many ways to live,
And how to please You,
Here on this holy mountain,
Then I faced Your people,
But they turned away,
Couldn’t bear the glow,
Don’t they long to see You?? to know You??

So I covered my face, I covered my eyes,
To shield them from the trace of glory too bright,
The shining in their eyes--reflection of Your light,
Made them afraid to be near me,
I didn’t realize a veil would be required,
That You were shining through me….
So I covered my face, I covered my eyes….

2. On a mountain in a cloud, then higher up still You call me,
No longer afraid to look, asking please to see Your glory, then You answered,
That You know me well, and You’re pleased with me,
Yes You’d do what I ask, and You passed beside me, before me…..

And You covered my face, You shielded my eyes,
From looking in Your face and losing my life.
Your goodness passing by, Your name proclaimed on high,
As Lovingkindness and Mercy,
You showed me mercy then, by reaching out Your hand,
To cover me and save me from Your glory,
So You covered my face, You shielded my eyes….

3. So many days away, seems like I hide or run away,
So scared to wait,
Afraid I cannot see beyond the veil,
Here in my own little room,
Still You call each day,
But I turn away,
Can’t I bear the glow,
Don’t I long to see You, to know You?

But I cover my face, I cover my eyes,
And I hide from your grace, and tell myself lies,
Like when the people couldn’t wait, they didn’t hesitate,
To replace you with a touchable savior,
They had to recreate, a god that they could face, so scared to be alone…….
Yes, I cover my face, I cover my eyes…….

smiling face

I love my smiling face in all the photos, hoho.
feel the happiness that Jesus gave me.
Thatsenergetic, so much passion n so much love

:)

4 more school days >
exam >
summer vacation
:P

【Captivate Us】

粽就是愛

今日好開心!

＊

原本完了崇拜心裡有點爭扎, 想回家改功課, 但又參加了"粽就是愛" volunteer.
結果如舊派粽做探訪。

十萬個感謝天父，
讓我和Cherrie 在第一次參加探訪,
就看到探訪的價值,
帶祝福給別人, 自己也被祝福.

很感受到天父的智慧同在,
因為我們不單與兩位mama 認識,
mama 們更應約參加愛筵!
一切就很自然發生.
感謝主!
希望mama 們最後會來,
也希望我們的認識, 可成為他們在適應香港上的支持.

我和Cherrie 都好開心, 起碼我感到有幸參與主的工作! :)
亦很被祝福!
願天父繼續使用.
:)
:)
:)

假如, 我最後回家改功課, 就錯過了這一切呢!
so much impact on me today, hoho

;)

Really love YOU so!

never walk alone

after the sharing,
got the reply from brothers n sisters as last year... They are so encouraging n supportive :..)

So fortune to have them around me, during the time with grief, also the time in joy!

Thank you Jesus!

一年的確據

接近學期的終結, 就會驚訝教學將近一年, 如光速般走過!

今天竟發現另一樣"一年",
不是將近一年, 而是剛好一年地發生:
是上帝的神奇的工作!

09年按上帝的Calling 讀教育,
10年前半苦澀難走, 然而...

2010年5月25日, 教學實習最後一天, 放學時就收到現職學校的offer,

猶如上帝親口說: "我在這裡!"

當日心感厚愛, 因為自婚禮取消, 感覺前路迷濛,
時有信心, 時而軟弱, 心怕找不到教席, 就一無所有, 那段時間偶爾會這般想!

所以, 收到學校offer時, 感到上帝的愛,
實習完結一刻, 就是教學的開始, 連多一刻的等候也沒有.
很實在的看顧!
原來在天父裡沒有缺欠是真切確實.

上星期校長要見我, 時間定了又改, 最後終於星期三見面.
我還沒坐下, 校長就說:

"恭喜你, 你轉perm的申請成功了"

到今天, 心裡仍有著很平靜的喜樂.
對上帝給的我calling 亦更有確據.

今天看月曆, 才發現上星期三, 又是5月25日.
剛好是整整一年!

衪不單再次說, "我在這裡!" 並更確定的讓我知道, 這確實是衪所為我預備所當走的路.

上帝的時間表真的很奇妙,
祂不打盹,也不睡覺.
上帝一直與我同行, 近如呎尺.

走在上帝所預備的路上, 感覺安穩, 喜樂, 且富足.
:)

感謝主!

"perm"

so much love in the air.

＊

Talked to "Boss" today n he told that my application has been approved.
how come?
all just happened in a smooth way.
why?

the love and grace from God is overwhelming.

thank you, my dear father.
:)

unfailing love

exam is coming up!
busy with the exam papers.
3 more weeks to go, then the exam week may start...

by then, one-yr-teaching life has almost finished!
time flies!

again n again, enjoy so much with my current life.
feeling great :)

feel the unfailing love always, n truly.. never feel alone though we stepped into different path ultimately.

thankful for everything, always.
:..)
God is love

God is love

感覺好幸福,
因為 找到了世界上最美的, 最好的.

my online portfolio

Last time it has been deactivated cos no one visit!
so i must remind myself to check frequently :)

Bookmarked here, hee
http://mayding.erufa.com/

a nice presented portfolio really help a lot!
it helped so many times on job hunting ;)

再度遇上十天的Easter Holiday

after the N years after graduated, 再度遇上十天的Easter Holiday!

I havent worked for 7 days, n I start working on the school works today.
sigh...
I feel so bored with the documents.
longing for the gathering with the ied-ers tonight.
we havent met for quite a long time, esp. Keith.
Most of us have become teachers, experiencing different school life.

for me, I do really enjoy mine which is lead by God. I do truly believe thats your plan!

I love you, Jesus, n I love the way u led me to,
I love the current me that has been sculptured by your love.
I love the relationship b/w my family,
feeling great in every single day ( in generally speaking,
of cos i feel bad when i specifically look at the working period on the school documents :P)

I do enjoy the days that thinking of you.
:)


I found the wish I made to God a year before.
will see how You may lead me in "the year".

＊

拆毀．建造
只要是出於祢，我就願意．

黃國倫 【我願意】是給祢的!

＊

alright, back to work again!
i wish i could finish them asap so that I could have time to work on my handmade stuff :)
the handmade coming up:
one-piece,
toate bag,
a tee, etc.
!

＊

縈繞於心的喜樂，是出於祢的，久久不能揮去 ..

back to track

Fianlly told what the feeling is while "rational" has all gone away.
n the other day,
a msg is left:

" feeling much better after yesterday's conversation.
feeling myself back to normal and on the right track
..."

That's it. n how the issue come to an end.
Not bad, I guess.
Recently asking myself a question:
why did I always look for the dissimilarity, (or even in big contrast)
and then make myslef into trouble?
so weird.

Anyway, be submissive always.

*
Considering if joining the team of career.

*

Got the hair cut recently,
like it,
as my colleague said, suit for me,
like revealing my character ;)

love

Really love the songs of today's worship.

Mr. MaMa's sharing was great too
that inspired me to reflect on God's love again.

Father, just couldnt wait to meet you ;P
anway, try best to work for you on the "tent"



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influenced by the frustated, inconsistent act,
well.. just feel so hard to manage.
or...step backward a bit n back to the right track again.

Amazing work

Jsut couldnt believed what I have done.

I deal the whole things with God's love,
n trying my best to work out His love.

And what I could see is..
the amaing work and result utimately.

just all becos of God's love.
If I m not in You, I bet I wont do that.
Thank you Jesus.
Your love is really really really powerful.

:)



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Pass love on

love

呵, 真堅定!
因為 主與我同在 ;)

多事之秋

多事之秋

Jesus, I dare not to walk far from you.
Please lead me in every single seconds.

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Thanks God for removing my laziness tonight :)
fighting against the devil lazy pig! haha!

wow~ wow wow!

When are you coming back?

While dealing with the question:
When will you come back, my Lord...

Nil of us could anwser. However, Bible told us theres some sign before that.
I m not sure whether the wars b/w countries, natural disaster, etc. are the sign for that to be happened... but, I knew the days is getting less n its much difficult to let ppl understand or believe in God as more n more 假先知 are showing up while" the day" is coming closer... thats what I was impressed the most in today's lesson.

so... graspe any chance that appear.

"2011: Response to God's love, share the gospel"

馬利亞

so so so (x numerous times) tired these days!
thats how I suffer from the laziness.

feel like 昏迷 every morning and evening on the bus.
2 more days, then holidya again..re-charge time!

＊

Trying to figure out the service God lead me to.
I thought "thats" where I can 事奉, but I feel tired and not comfort recently.

I know, Jesus doesnt really want me to "work" for Him only,
He doesnt value how much we works, instead,
He values our mind on the works.

like the differences b/w 馬大and馬利亞 ..
Father, please let me know n lead me to..

＊

Still need some confidence from YOU to tackle the barriers.
longing to the day.

＊

Recent favourite song : 【復興我】

famiy

Received a present,
feel weird more than happy.
didnt contact for ages,
but than giving me a surprise..
hm.. weird.
improper moment,
improper action.
人心真複雜.

Do people really know what they are doing?
weird, weird, weird!

＊

Deeply impressed recently..
夫妻之間的委身，到底夫妻是否明白．
明白了，又是否願意去行？
學生的爸媽要分開了，
大家都受傷了...
學生也受傷了...
sigh...

Heard the argument today.
hm.. im just thinking...
if you are not sure thats the one,
why did u choose to start the relationshp?
start the family?
n so n so..
so much thought on that...

Thanks God, giving me a great lesson...

＊
Had a sharing with mom today: "that Gods really here in this world :) "
quite funny actually,
Hope the seed could grow one day..
:)

蘆葦

人脆弱如蘆葦
但祂顧念愛惜, 祂不折斷。

軟弱的
也因祂而變得剛強！

:)




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2011 : 回應主愛 福音傳

single years

Friends used to ask me about my teaching life n also my status,
whether I have started a new relationship, met the right guy, bla bla...

I did learn a lot in the past lesson,
and my conclusion is to
enjoy my single years, do not have a mindset that I have a boyfriend,
and make God as my focus in my single years.

Cos I do believe He is leading.
:)
Jesus, you are love.
And we love, because you loved us.





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http://www.joshharris.com/bio.php
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好痕呀..................................................................................................................

林芷樂

繼林希晴之後...


林芷樂也快來了 !

:)

Happy New Year

Happy Days!!!

Now comes to another long (not really long actually) holiday since i started teaching.
so much grace inthe first semester.
experienced the ultra busy life to now, "steady busy", is a grace from God that keep up passing me his strength.

with so much grace that whenever I feel helpless,
Different people showed up like an angel, get me through, accompany me when "I m lost" :)

The latest blessing is the 1+ hour lesson given to whole form4 in hall.
From no idea, to messy ideas, to organzied ideas(angel showed up!), to smoothly presented,
n finally being well-praised :)
so much help from different angels :)
and my great shepherd!

＊

I am more than happy for my current life
:)

Thanks God, leading me here.



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2011 : 回應主愛 福音傳

有點事...

努力努力...
我沒法自己解決的事，就求主讓我有智慧處理面對。

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2011 : 回應主愛 福音傳

感恩的呈獻

花園建堂20週年
充滿主的祝福
願一切榮耀歸給天上的父!

【感恩的呈獻 - 花園大廈浸信會二十週年堂慶主題曲】


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2011 : 回應主愛 福音傳

回應主愛．福音傳

好開心!
主給我去年的經歷如湧泉般突然湧現並化作文字！
當日說: "要立石為記" 的見證初稿已在2011年1月1日完成了,
求主使用!

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立石為記是要以色列人接受接續的恩典前, 先去特別的記念.
又要他們去以河石記念神的恩典, 保留對過去的回憶,
日後子孫問到時又要述說這一切, 記念神的大能.
********
:) :) :) :) :) :)

我會...
寄到中信與大家分享。
:D
盼望我的經歷可以祝福別人,
讓別人看見主慈愛的工作!

------2011------
回應主愛．福音傳
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主，再次感謝祢，
祢是從來沒有催逼我我腳步，
祢先給我安慰，醫治。
待我復原... 祢就使用...

主, 我愛祢. 祢的愛實在美麗
:..)

Amen

Love, pass it on - 2011 :)

Say Goodbye to 2010!

2010..
the toughest year in my past life!

2010 is the start of grief..
At the same time, it was also the start of God's healing on my broken heart.

dare not to say the healing process has "completely" finished.
But I deeply feel that the grief has gone far far away from me,
strong feeling of it.

2010.. 實在是太多要去感恩的地方...
上帝的恩典..環環相扣, 又應從何說起..?
天父在過去一年裡很憐憫我,
小心地醫治我,
不單是受傷的心, 連我倆的關係, 整個生命態度
也在改變。
或許身邊的人在不同時候覺得我傷心的時候要完結,
但主從不催逼, 祂給我整整一年的安靜、醫治。
不知是否因為祂知道我失去了太多太多的愛,
神就不間斷地實在地明顯地給我經歷祂的愛 。


At the end of 2010..
my empty heart has been filled by God's love again.
Got plenty rest..
Ready to leave n finsih my "安息年",
time to start my journey again
:)

2011..
Pass Love on,
the pure Love from God.
*

I miss my "Walk by faith" wooden plate.
hopefully I can get it back soon, which also indicating.. 建堂成功!