millions words, feel and thoughts. Let me choose the good one to show you..
cos I dont want to hurt or upset anyone like...
It was a dilemma before.. finally, I chose this way...
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Tears keep dropping by time to time as theres a wound. But, Its happening less now. And the "number of tears" is reducing..
every tears is seems holding a sadness. Tears leave my eyes together with the sadness, so.. less sadness is remained in my mind.
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Recently took an value education course for teaching student. Once talked abt "sex, love and marriage". That greatly inspired me! And it helps me to clarify sthg confused me before, good to know,
What Love is.
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I think I am a "Happy person" in lots of ppl's eyes. hm... basically, I m, but also a person with sadness, which will only be shown in some ways, not easy to be realized, maybe. I want to to have someone to listen when I feel sad, just somehow, I dont have that person. I dont know how to tell ppl I m sad. But recently I got one...
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A song my fd share with me: Love Fool, simple lyrics, nice melody, it lingers in my mind all the time, I want to ask someone to love me like the song did, Love me Love me Say that you love me
You talk about life, you talk about death, And everything in between, Like it's nothing, and the words are easy. You talk about me, and you talk about you, And everything I do, Like it's something, that needs repeating. I don't need an alibi or for you to realize, The things we left unsaid, Are only taking space up in our heads. Make it my fault, win the game Point the finger, place the blame It does me up and down, It doesn't matter now.
[chorus:] 'Cause I don't care if I ever talk to you again. This is not about emotion, I don't need a reason not to care what you say, Or what happened in the end. This is my interpretation, And it don't, don't make sense.
The first two weeks turn into ten, I hold my breath and wonder when it'll happen, Does it really matter? If half of what you said is true, And half of what I didn't do could be different, Would it make it better? If we forget the things we know. Would we have somewhere to go? The only way is down, I can see that now.
[chorus]
It's really not such a sacrifice
[chorus]
And it don't have to make no sense to you at all, 'Cause this is my interpretation, yeah, yeah, yeah.
so full, hoooohooo Ta Bin Lo with 2 brothers and 2 so so :)
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Have talked to Kelly a lot this afternoon. Nice place, nice tea, nice chat. Just feel relax in such a place and talk whatever we want. Will we finally start the project? I guess 99.9% not, haha..
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hm....i think i m suck with expressing my words. So regret to attempt telling my feel. actually i dont care how the others think towards my stuff all the time. As i always believe ppl will understand if they are "capable to understand". But this time, I chose to tell my feeling "intentionally" though i dont wish to. I tried to tell just becos i want my dear friend may understand this time. I care so I tell.
hm..... seems doesnt work well. sigh... actually, not the first time to have such feeling -_-
都係個句，"明白" is a difficult task, 不用太執著, let go let go
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Want to care n so send the msg today. Good to know you are alright in overall. pleased for you, truly :)
ha, how great it is if everyone understood n say nthg. at all
Heard this song few days ago from TV. Nice one.
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It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I can never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face let's me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall You say it best, when you say nothing at all
All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near (oh, hold me near) You drown out the crowd (drown out crowd) Try as they may, they can never defy What's been said between your heart and mine
The smile on your face let me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall You say it best, when you say nothing at all
Oh, the smile on your face let's I know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall You say it best, when you say nothing at all
You say it best, when you say nothing at all ． ． ．
Time flies! tmr will be the last day of the semester one!
And the BP will be started next week. still not so solid with it :P
Hope that dec may come fast! Longing for the ta bin lo :P
hooohoooo
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Did one silly thing few days ago -_- I used not to show the status in facebook. People wont know that even though i used " In a relationship before" When I was really mo liu one day, I change d the status to single. I thought facebook wont announce as I didnt show out... But.... it helps me to annouce ! silly me -_-
Then..... i got ppl asking me questions again, which i dont want to as i m tired n lazy to talk abt it again n again -_-
really silly! And I found my memory is even weaker than before. sigh........... have to drop down what I want to leave in my brian :P
