mindfulness

So tired today.
Kept going exihibition: TST -> Festival Walk
Though only 2 places, already a lot to see.

my tears almost dropped when i watch the videos about wu guanzhong.
I was being moved by his passion.
also, his passion scard me.
He just love art,
love to draw and paint.simply love.

And,
I feel lost to myself.What's in me? ...

＊

After the exhibitions in TST, I stood at the "coast" for sometimes.
I feel sad.

I thought of Mr. Wu. I like him and where's he now?
He left..
I try to observe how I feel at that moment:
"原來只是如此."
I used to wish we could be here for some day.
I thought its a beautiful picture.
"And now I am here, but I dont have any joy from standing there..
原來只是如此."

自己都一直誤會了，以為會是快樂，以為是自己渴望，
但原來是一個誤會，誤會了自己。
After stood there for sometimes, I moved to the next station : KLN tong.
At the time I left, I feel ease.

世界之大，不止如此．