grace

reconnect with an old friend these days.

thats what he thought abt my "unexpected" expereience :

From experience, I think God only gives these unexpected things to people He knows can (1) withstand it and (2) will know how to use it for the benefit of others. So keep on going!

I do think thats true and really a kind reminder.
So..keep on going. Jesus, I knew, one day, I can share yr amazing grace.

Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teachers will be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them. Isaiah 30:20